Okay so here's the thing. i would love to be like?? more open to ppl irl and shit like that but lord its so exhausting to be around most of them. like yea sure i can spend forever with my partner and be chill abt it. same with some of my friends, but other ppl? usually even their voices are making me angry and tired. i was supposed to go out with some ppl i already know and its not like i dont lik... » Continue Reading
uhhggggg the urge to cut my hair or let my partner cut my hair bc i dont want to go to hairstylist (my head hurts when she does my hair) and also i want it NOW!!!!! and also i need to dye it again bc my hair hates me personally. i wnat purple hair again so bad plsplsplsplspsl now its just redish-yellow » Continue Reading
okay so i might seem crazy!!! but!!! there is a guy that sent me friend request on dc like 3 times already im pretty sure and it MIGHT be my ex???? i mean i cant tell really if i have to be honest but it might be them which would be a little funny and a little concerning because like bruh let it go its over. » Continue Reading
Okay but lets be honest buddy holly is a fucking banger of them all. CALL ME CRINGE I DONT CARE ITS A VIBE. same with mr brightside and songs like that. and just weezer in general, its a vibe like not many of them. i would like to write whole entry on cringe coulture but i have to go to uni in like 20 minutes so i dont have time for that rn » Continue Reading
Okay am I the only one so scared of the time passing? I mean I know I'm not the only one, don't worry I'm not that delusional. But still, god why is it so cary actually? I'm 19 now but in few months I will be 20. FUCKING 20. And dont get me wrong, it's still young age I know that. But there is still the feeling of a lot of things never coming back. Even tho i was a depressed fuck in my elementary ... » Continue Reading
uhh is this a right place to vent? i have no idea but who reads that anyway right? i feel like self-isolating is not the right way to go but here we are boy oh boy how i love it. i mean like okay i have friends (really cool ones, hi seth) and really cool partner and stuff but my life is still lowkey a shitshow to some extend. i mean am i crazy? not really. am i going through another expirience tha... » Continue Reading