My back requires a massage, even if my brain absolutely resents any sort of physical contact. The knots need to be massaged out of my back. I have been wishing for five years to get a back massage, but the the physical contact disgust me. Lately, I've been hunching over my schoolwork and paperwork while swimming. So basically, I am straining my back and I can barely concentrate on any of my task... » Continue Reading
I resent people who cannot life for themselves and who cannot have their own opinions without seeking the approval of others. Just because you had a disagreement with someone doesn't mean that everyone in your friend group should resent and "tease" them. Your problem with that specific person should stay between the two of you (I define a "problem" in this context a quite insignificant and somethi... » Continue Reading
Life has been quite tumultuous and I decided to apply for a job a supermarket in the bordering country. I thought, I need money to have some financial independence for the near future. I applied for the job as the worker who fills the shelves. But the lady decided to put me in the bakery part of the supermarket, because I already had experience in that sort of area. I decided to give it a chance. » Continue Reading
I went jogging around my village one and a half hours ago :3 My muscles feel a bit sore, nonetheless I never felt this alive (✯ᴗ✯) -✯O✯- I managed to jogg 3.01 km in 26 minutes. I am quite happy with myself and my achievement :3 As soon as I got home I folded the laundry and then went showering. I used a milk » Continue Reading
Welp, this is kinda awkward. The people I considered close acquaintances are indeed not close to me. Usually, I let other people decide the status of our friendship, because I can't quite decipher if someone genuinely wants to be friends or just wants to talk with someone. That was an honest mistake on my part. -✯O✯- A classmate of mine is soon c » Continue Reading
During my entire life, I felt out of place, wherever and with whoever. I never had the experience of belonging somewhere, as in a friend group/being befriended closely with someone. While I (since I began attending the highschool) get along with my classmates and I do have quite a few acquaintances I am close with, but the alien feeling doesn't disappear. -✯O✯- I contemplated tha » Continue Reading
DISCLAIMER: This blog solely states my opinion, this might come over as emotional instead of rational, because I will be writing about my perspective. This isn't supposed to generalize them and put them all in one pot. OBVIOUSLY, lesbians could also sexualize relationships, that's without question, but it doesn't really happen as often/there are just some cases. » Continue Reading
Hello again B) I know, two blogs in a day. I am here to complain again DUN DUN DUN ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ Nobody (hyperbylly) understands the way water irritates me. After showering my senses are overwhelmed (?) Comparable to the living dead , if you get in what direction I am going. - ✯O✯- » Continue Reading
Hi, if you've read my general on my profile, you would be informed that I am an aroace lesbian. Some might ask how that combination is possible. It has a simple response: I feel barely any romantic attraction and the barely attraction is reserved for women (non-men) ( ꈍᴗꈍ) Therefore the no sexual attraction is absolute. My brain doesn't process sexual situations at all and I have no interest ... » Continue Reading