So this is my situationship Strangers- friends -i talked with her first talking stage with flirting much from the other side- strangers -i blocked friends -she apologised and we were all over each other strangers -i couldn’t handle all the emotions from the other side, i panicked friends -it wasn’t comfortable strangers - i ended it Every time i end it i miss her the » Continue Reading
I love rain, it was raining all day even after i finished school it was still raining i sat on the bench outside getting wet for 45 min before i had to go back home, it so peaceful and cozy i wish i had someone to enjoy that with.. made me feel a whole new person I really love rain. » Continue Reading
So i don’t feel well the last year i got worse my mental health is worse every day I got distant from everyone and i can’t remember the last normal day i had, im not enjoying anything i do even the stuff i like and idk why i always find myself crawling around myself and stares into nothing for hours.. i lost my interest in studying and reading, my grades are worse before all my grades were 96+ and... » Continue Reading
Like genuinely im not scared of anything except pigeon (and germs ofc) but lme tell you why So every while two pigeons build their nests on my window like there’s a corner.. and i can see hear everything because the window nexts to my bed.. i didn’t mind them at first it was something new first time and thought it would be cute, after the first couple flew away it didn’t stop.. pigeons kept nestin... » Continue Reading
So i never told anyone about my birthday and i change friends a lot so it doesn’t matter, but my new friend group we known each other for now a year and a half so they don’t know me... they asked my mother abt my birthday and SHE TOLD THEM WITHOUT TELLING ME.. and i hate birthdays i get scared when people give me thier attention i freak out and cant breathe and all i know im in some random corner ... » Continue Reading
Off topic i feel overwhelmed always because no one in my life has responsibilities when they are around me and i have been told a lot that they really do that when im around them, but its tiring because they are a lot.. even my parents rely on me with everything just so they can rest but when is my turn to take a break from everything? No one cared enough before to think about me they are so carel... » Continue Reading
Hi, so i have a lot of friends but none of em put me first like im the second person always.. so i can’t put them my first but i don’t have anyone else and it’s killing me, like after spending so much time together laughing and chatting but then i remember they don’t feel the way i feel for them and say maybe im too much maybe im pushing my limit, then i get distant they will think im upset. I’ve ... » Continue Reading
I have no one to talk to im not saying like i don’t have friends. Imagine after a foght you wanna tell someone u wanna talk abt it but then u realise that u don’t have anyone that u feel comfortable with to talk » Continue Reading
Bro i need a fucking job like when i sit in the house more than a day i just start to really think of killing myself, it’s not really about going out i hate going out it’s about doing something especially useful I WANNA WORK » Continue Reading
Imagine seeing someone capable to do awesome stuff like science and so smart but they throw it all away with some religion, i don’t hate religion but you are so smart why would you destroy yourself and your future by believing in something and not going after what you love? This thing broke me till now even though i don’t care about people but seeing this happen just makes me miserable.. you can b... » Continue Reading
Hi can someone in 20s adopt me ? I’m 16 5’4 I can cook clean, i don’t eat much and i don’t talk If you’re organised it would be great And im willing to work as well Ps: you might think i have autism, spoiler alert i don’t. » Continue Reading
feeling empty tbh I was reading a book, a historical one about two man they call them « friends » They weren’t. One of em was a king and the other lives in the jungle they became friends after that they fought someone they won.. but they killed the jungle guy and the king was really sad, he said : » Continue Reading