"crashing out"
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Category: Life
i hate being home because i have to talk to them. it makes me cry every time... i cant hold a normal conversation about my day because all i can think about is the hurtful things theyve said to me. im sorry im not good enough » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i hate him. like omg why do you think youre so much better than me?? you ask why i dont want to be friends but then u come and tell me how i need to change and how im a terrible person and if i want to have the oh great great privliage of being your friend i need to not treat you "like shit" ?? i didnt do shit man all i did was not text u back for a few times like what do u want me to do sorry im ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
how how how how how do people live this i dont get it where do u get ur purpose from i jsut feel the same day go by agaisn and agaib and again why? why is life i wish there was a clear answer sorry » Continue Reading
Category: Life
life right now is calmer… school breaks has started so i don’t have to worry about that. recently i’ve been feeling really pointless though. doing nothing but wasting time day after day after day… it’s kinda exhausting tbh » Continue Reading
Category: Life
this morning was just like the other… i just can’t do it. i don’t know what’s wrong with me, getting up and dressed and going to school seems so simple right? my mom keeps telling me what do you mean you can’t do it?? you can’t put on clothes? how silly is that! of course you can! mom it’s not easy i can’t even move right now i don’t know how you expect me to go i get that somatic symptoms aren’t ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
last night i woke up at 4 am bc my stomach was hurting so bad i couldn’t walk âšī¸ i threw up so many times and told my parents in the morning so i didn’t have to go to school bc my stomach still hurt and i was afraid they wouldn’t believe me and would be mad :( at least the weather is nice to » Continue Reading
Category: Life
this morning i tried to pretend to be sick again butttt it didn’t work ugh my dad said i had to go, i was taking a long time to get ready so he went ahead and brought my siblings to school and went to work so my mom would have to bring me. i was feeling really bad this morning and was having trouble getting up, my mom came to my room like blah blah i can’t believe you’re crying like this nothing i... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
i've been seeing like clips of beabadoobee getting upset over like some rage bait saying she was a bad singer?? people said she was like being so silly about it and stuff but i'm just kinda confused it doesn't really seem to be that serious at all from what i've seen am i missing something?? i saw a youtube video titled "the beabadoobee crash out is BAD" but from what i saw it really doesn't seem ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
today i stayed home from school, again. i've pretended to be sick sooooo much this school year, i haven't been to a full week at all this semester đŦ i hate my school. i attend a private christian school that my parents really really love. personally i'm not even christian :/ but i haven't told them becauseeee they're kinda crazy and iont want to be like send to reform camp or smt silly. school mak... » Continue Reading
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