"crashing out"
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i hate when my sister stays up late with me... night time is my alone time. to be by myself with my thoughts. its ruined when i know im not alone. when i know its not just me in my own little world. i can no longer escape » Continue Reading
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im so tired recently. ive been attempting to walk between 20-30k steps every day to loose some weight but its not really working... i eat too much. i try to keep it under 1k calories but today i got like 1,200 :/ whatever » Continue Reading
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i thought maybe i would feel purpose... that the thoughts of running away or dying would leave my mind. i love spending time with my boyfriend and all but i still feel these feelings of wanting to get away from everything... sometimes i even wish i didnt have anyone who i was close to or cared about me so it would be easy to leave everything behind. i wish i could disappear and no one would rememb... » Continue Reading
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ion know what it is abt sleep but i have a love hate relationship w it. like i love sleeping but most nights i find myself thinking i HAVE to stay up i need to and im not allowed to sleep, which is weird i dunno why i think that its horrible i feel guilty for sleeping... maybe i should drink caffiene to stay up...? » Continue Reading
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the ace dilemma... what do i do if a friend asks me out? sure i like him. i wouldnt mind dating him... that is unless he wants to..yk... which is expected i suppose, a normal step in a relationship. but what am i to do? things of that nature dont interest me. i dont mind them. i dont think theyre gross. i dont think no one should do them. i just mind it if its ME. i think its gross if its ME. i t... » Continue Reading
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why cant you just be my best friend? i dont understand why you like me. i dont want a relationship but i dont want to ruin the friendship by rejecting... do you hate me now? do you not want to be friends annymore? » Continue Reading
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first time going to therapy tmr... not looking forward to it haha know ill hate it :\ » Continue Reading
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how can i help a friend who struggles to find a point when i myself cant find the same ive just come to be okay with the fact there isnt one » Continue Reading
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i hate when i try to pick up a new hobby for ME! something I can be good at and that I will be talented at and my stupid ass sister sees me doing it and copies me. now im not special. now im not the one with talent. its not a talent if everyone is good at it... now i feel bad about myself, shes already better than me at it. » Continue Reading
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WHY DO IIIIIIII DOE EVRERTUEIRYHTING WRONG ALL THE TIME I FUCKING HATE MYSELRF SOEMTHIMES WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THE WRONG THING LIKE JWHY DOES MY BRAIN JUSDT NOT WORK PROPERLYNQJEFLKAJHULEQB,JG,V HUK,BJVSDVIKGH IEWRH I FEEL LIKE PULLIJNG OUT ALLL MY HAIT ARGHGHHHHHEAHFGHIAHRU » Continue Reading
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i hate being home because i have to talk to them. it makes me cry every time... i cant hold a normal conversation about my day because all i can think about is the hurtful things theyve said to me. im sorry im not good enough » Continue Reading
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i hate him. like omg why do you think youre so much better than me?? you ask why i dont want to be friends but then u come and tell me how i need to change and how im a terrible person and if i want to have the oh great great privliage of being your friend i need to not treat you "like shit" ?? i didnt do shit man all i did was not text u back for a few times like what do u want me to do sorry im ... » Continue Reading
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