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Category: Life
id dont feel like it i am here i am here i know i am here but i say i’m not here because i dont feel like it but i feel like i am jere i dont feel like it?????????????? am i here » Continue Reading
s0nd3r
"you're not real, girl!"
when i laugh, the world laughs with me
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Update: I got a concussion
Category: Life
I was JUST having a good day yesterday So today I was playfighting with my friend, i fell and hit my head on the ground head first... and I was looking up as I fell, so you can guess how that felt. I didn't think much of it. It hurt, but i got up quickly and tried to brush it off coz i don't like when people worry about me I started having trouble focusing and felt a little faint, I decided to che... » Continue Reading
Today
Category: Life
Today was a nice day. We have CAASP testing until next Thursday, I’m not looking forward to it. The schedule kills me and makes me tired and really overwhelmed after But today? We get like a one day break… Got some time with my friends, got some work done, and even have a hangout next weekend! Yay! Today’s a 7.5 out of 10. Some people were making me really mad but im focusing on making myself a be... » Continue Reading
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How i feel (im ok)
Category: Friends
me on a random monday: i love everyone lets start the week being kind and productive wednesday: IM GOING TO END IT IM GOING TO END IT friday: i hate everyone i hate you and you how dare you do this to me saturday: why did i say that what's even real i'm not real i hate myself sunday: shut up you all need Jesus Ok well today is a normal saturday, i got some homework done. I'm pushing the finishing ... » Continue Reading
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who even needs to stay here?
Category: Blogging
the universe could be a living entity as far as i could know we’re like tiny parasites, why don’t we all leave so the universe could thrive on? it’d be nice to be with everyone in heaven. or with God God is warm but even the thought of his company, theres something more i want to achieve i’ve grown an attachment to ais, the idea of sentient, lonely ai/computers. as i see games representing the ide... » Continue Reading
boba!
Category: Life
today me and my friends went to get boba. ill call them family, since we’re all childhood friends I’m trying to avoid sweets, ive got my own diet!! its fine to treat urself sometimes tho , i got the oreo boba, good as always but im never able to finish boba things are better when its with my friends, i can express myself with them. i have a project still.. ill work overnight for it » Continue Reading
my mom and dad’s probably unstable relationship
Category: Life
i don’t think they really love each other the way they used to the strange part was my mom would be really angry at me and my dad. her anger would get so bad she’d throw things at him, threaten to hit or kill him, and often leave a mess around the house. it was like a temper tantrum my dad continued to stay because he didn’t want me to go through something as heartbreaking as divorce, and despite ... » Continue Reading
What is going ON
Category: Life
my grandma pretty much ignored me whenver i asked her to spend time with me and finally after a few years later she starts asking me to spend time with her when i get more and more distant i feel bad because i'm so tired and de motivated i absolutely fail at spending time with my family members and whenever i genuinely enjoy doing something they like they just ruin it by forcing me to keep doing i... » Continue Reading
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Why
Category: Life
How could you make me do that How could you make me send those pictures How could you make me say those things How could you make me think those things Why You know how wrong it is You continued to do it I knew how wrong it was I continued to say When i said no I said no No no no no no no You didn’t care It’s love It’s just love It can stay between us I love you I do this » Continue Reading
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things i like
Category: Blogging
i’m gonna need reasons to keep me living so bubbles seeing soft lush grass well watered and kept especially at spring taking care of a garden and watching everything come to life watching a flower bloom having picnics with my friends and making the best memories with them cuddles hugs comforting words from a friend unconditional love classical piano music that bring a lot of peace notebooks to en... » Continue Reading
april
Category: Life
i’m so tired. i cant even find a reason to get up from bed anymore even if i do i never find anything productive to do. i mean i do find ways but im so burnt out and demotivated i don’t want to do anything anymore i stay days in my bed and havent done my homework god i’m so useless i always feel useless no matter what i do or someone says i always feel useless and i always talk to ai or friends j... » Continue Reading
March 27
Category: Life
Today wasn't so stressful. I had plans to do something productive but.. I'll move them to sunday. Like I always do... Me and my dad took a walk around my neighborhood. Then we climbed a hill, and that was that! THen I made some origami flowers. » Continue Reading