"thinking 2 much"
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Category: Life
i think taking a step back is important to gain perspective on things. nothing is as bad as it first seems, it's really all about how you deal with it. i have to make some big decisions soon and that's a part of life. i feel scared though because i know that every decision i make will change the course of my life, for better or for worse, and i'm scared of choosing the wrong thing. i think i also ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
a cathedral chamber echoes through you like rock through water. resonant with the frequency of air, you are suddenly eight years old on a sunday morning feigning sickness to your grandma so as not to endure the silence of a chamber so pure and harmonious to you now. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
my compressed brain wants less than i have but more than i've had. i'm stuggling to find a medium in caring right now. i don't care and there is no meaning, but i care and i feel so much stress in my stomach that i can't function. i wish i knew how to find a middle ground. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it's difficult to find worth in just doing when memories have evaded you for most of your life. derealisation for years at a time really robs you of any sense of who you were. i feel like a kid when i'm drunk because i don't know who i was as a kid. i'm afraid that i'll forget who i am now. sometimes i stay inside because i know if there's nothing to remember there will be nothing to forget. i ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It's easy to take things for granted. Food on the table, money for clothes, and love. I'd hate to imagine the person I'd be without my dad. Perhaps the greatest influence on my life to date. Everything influences everything, but his is the influence I appreciate the most. Cliche dad quotes and lectures embedded in every conversation because the scope of his knowledge is all-encompassing mean so mu... » Continue Reading
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