decisions

i think taking a step back is important to gain perspective on things. nothing is as bad as it first seems, it's really all about how you deal with it. i have to make some big decisions soon and that's a part of life. i feel scared though because i know that every decision i make will change the course of my life, for better or for worse, and i'm scared of choosing the wrong thing. i think i also need to remind myself that not choosing anything is also a choice, and that i can only decide based on the knowledge available to me at the time. 

i can't predict the future and that's what makes life exciting. we shouldn't worry about things that might not happen. whatever i choose will be what is right for me at that place in time. choice is just an illusion anyways so i should stop stressing about it. :p