7 October 2025 14:24 Hi my loves, I have some thoughts I would love to share. Slowly but surely, I feel like I am fucking up everything in my life. I just have a feeling that not everything will turn out right. I am planning to end something, but if it fails, at least I have a few things to fall back on. Because imagine feeling lost and wanting to kill yourself, so you tend to fail and slack on al... » Continue Reading
11 August 2025 19:16 Hi my loves, I have been journaling so that's why i haven't been on here for real. I started a new journal to see if it will inspire me to write more, it does but doesn't but i love the journal. its so pretty. At first it was going to be a place i told more stories, you know how in the series 'you' the main character writes different stories about how he could commit murder t... » Continue Reading
24 June 2025 16:26 Hi my loves, I'm sorry I'm sorry, that is on me. I meant to update y'all on the 19th to tell y'all about my birthday but I haven't been on here. I've also noticed I focus more outdoors so we're back again on the balcony. I'm going to give y'all a little run down of these past few days. First let me figure out the last thing i told y'all. Okay last thing was nothing that has to d... » Continue Reading
9 June 2025 22:57 Hi my loves, kicking off the new series, got to start off right. lol well trying to. Do you ever think that maybe life isn't for everyone? I do because it should never be this hard lol. I had something else to say but i forgot and i have to start this off in a less depressing way. But i dont know. I love you guess and i'm telling you the first episode will be better then the pil... » Continue Reading
A poem in the works: Anchor (Draft - 4.28.25) I am a slave to my own mind As it abuses me And as my bed is not longer A place I lay my head But the anchor that holds me down Comforts me Suffocates me As my mind begins to eat me alive As it eats away At my heart, soul, and mind I begin to sink deeper into the sheets And I begin to lose the will to live We sink further As I begin » Continue Reading