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"EXAMS ARE SO FUCKING OVER"

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Cigarettes

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They took my cigarette out of my mouth. Then, while toying with their hair, they took one puff, then two, then three. Their eyes locked on the cityscape. When they were done, they put it back to my lips while looking at me, those beautiful green eyes reflecting the night lights. It might have meant nothing, but under the darkness, my face started blushing. I hope they didn't get to see me like tha... » Continue Reading

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The path

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The path is but a way to discover one’s truest wish. For I have walked it countless times by now—let me tell you how it is, how it was, for me. The path may resemble a mountain, a beach, a golden wheat field, but mine always begins as a hill. It starts steep, covered in sharp green grass, with a golde » Continue Reading

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The fallacy of infatuation

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You know the worst part? I knew this was gonna happen, and I let myself get excited anyway. It’s been a while since I’ve had any romantic interaction with anyone, and honestly, I’m not complaining. I feel like I finally know what I’m looking for, and I refuse to settle for less. Ever since I started dating, I've noticed a pattern in people—maybe because we were young, maybe because we were immatur... » Continue Reading

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The reason I hate Pride Month

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Pride Month is a celebration of how the LGBTQ+ community has continuously pushed back against oppression, advocating for human rights and freedom of speech. But how did it all begin, and how did it become what it is today? On June 28, 1969, a series of police raids targeted the Stonewall Inn, a gay bar in Greenwich Village, New York City. Unlike previous raids, this time patrons and local resident... » Continue Reading

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Dream diary I

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The Golden School         I am sitting at my high school class, over the teacher’s table and leaning back against the wall. Some things do seem a little off; both the blackboard and the teacher’s table were on the opposite side of the class, and now that I see it, the podium was under me, so it seems to be backwards, too. All the chairs and tables were still pointing in the usual direction. The us... » Continue Reading

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The chase

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"The heresy of heresies was common sense." Yesterday, I decided to go up the mountain next to my house to watch the sunset—and hell, do some exercise too. I've gained a lot of weight, to be honest. It may bother me more than it should, but whatevs. I was just chilling up there, looking at the city, smoking, and drinking my favorite soda. It was kind of idyllic. The sky looked like an ocean of colo... » Continue Reading

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La ley de este mundo

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DISCLAIMER: I found this text in my notebook, I must've wrote it months ago. I decided to give it some changes to make it more solid. It was in Spanish, and I'm kinda too lazy to translate it, so... Los humanos somos seres perversos, ya que solo nosotros somos capaces de cambiar la ley y el orden de este mundo para que se ajusten a nuestras necesidades y deseos. Antes de nosotros, todo el mundo y ... » Continue Reading

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Late night thoughts

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"Because deep down, maybe it was safer in the distance, where it could exist as a dream rather than something real with complications." When the sun goes to sleep and the moon rises to wish us sweet dreams, that's the time my brain decides to go all crazy—making up thoughts, reminding me of memories, creating stories, or maybe more like wishes to be fulfilled. I have always been a morning person, ... » Continue Reading

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A kid again

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"When bad things happen, I know you want to believe they are a joke, but sometimes life is scary and dark. That is why we must find the light." Ever since I started being a pre-teen, I was surrounded by the worst advice on how to grow as a human being. I used to be a very nervous kid, mostly kept to myself, and I was so innocent—I literally didn't know anything. I remember myself getting into seco... » Continue Reading

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A good person

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"Well, do you think I'm a good person… deep down?" "That's the thing. I don't think I believe in deep down. I kind of think all you are is just the things that you do." There were many moments in my life when I doubted myself. I just didn't know if I was doing the right thing or the easy thing—I never know. Am I good? How do I define good? Many people around me may think that I'm a good person, an... » Continue Reading

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People

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''What a treacherous thing to believe that a person is more than a person'' When I was 13 and didn't really have a personality, I used to take traits of the people I admired and made them mine—b uilding myself with bits of other people, or at least that was what I thought I was doing. The » Continue Reading

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Passengers

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I was about to study for my IELTS  exams. I have them next week, but the app where I study just doesn't work. It's frustrating as fuck, but it is what it is, I guess. So to give my lazy ass some sense of productivity I'm writing here, in my blog. Partly the reason I started this was to practice my writing, I think it's pretty good but how could I know? I was thinking about people, I do really thin... » Continue Reading

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