"Growing a human"
28. tM. United States of Disapointment
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Category: Romance and Relationships
My partner cheated on me. Again. And it’s… I can’t help but feel like it’s somehow my own fault… I’ve been in a lot of pain (chronically ill and pregnant) and haven’t wanted to have sex because of it. And I’m almost 100% sure that’s the reason… And I feel disgusting. I feel worthless. I feel like I am never going to be worth anything to someone else. Every relationship (sans the » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I recently lost my job and entered a rough flair of a chronic medical condition. It's been causing alot of issues with my self image and the like. :/ I'm having a rough time, and I feel like it may be starting to affect my relastionships; » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I work in an emergency department; I see some wild stuff, as comes with the territory. Below is a list of just SOME things that I have seen, heard, witnessed, been informed about, and so forth during my time working in the medical field. WARNING. SOME THINGS MAY BE GRAFFIC. 18+ READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!! ~ I had an old lady yell at me that we were holding her hostage because she'd been waiting more t... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
I have been having the intense urge to write a character that is long abandoned. I want so desperately to delve back into his mind and caress the world with his light. The only issue is that I have to completely rework him- his story-lining is fucked due to him becoming a shadow in the background of my world build. Yet he calls to me, beckoning me to the rocky shores with his enticing song; I do ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Tell me why I just spent an hour of my life, editing a fan fic from 2018- just because some bag of dicks said the first chapter wasn't long enough like five years ago. What is wrong with me? The things I do for my art... kinda cringe. ANYWHO... link or it didn't happen? So yeah... here's a link. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I am in LOVE with the world I've created... It consumes my every thought; I do not go a single hour without thinking of it. Her midnight sand, and deep forests call to me; her flora and fauna stalk my dreams. I hear whispers of the things one character would say to another upon gazing at her night skies for the first time, as if life were being breathed into them. I want to hold this world that I... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
This b***h is my BEST f*****g FRIEND. I love her ; beyond all material things. We cal » Continue Reading
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Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Do I just look like someone who people can talk to? This chick I work with, let’s call her D, decided to confide in me today, and I’m not sure why. Apparently she got seven write ups. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The sheer amount of math I've had to do just to figure out population numbers for this world build I've been working on is ridiculous. Like seriously. My brain hurts. I've done so much math with such large numbers, just to put the population of this made-up planet into a power chart! And for what? » Continue Reading
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