So i was just scrolling on pinterest and saw a bunch of photos of people sitting on a balcony or in their small old apartments drinking coffee and smoking ciggarettes and boy do I want my life to look like that. Maybe I should just run away from home, ditch school, get a job and buy a small apartment. Maybe then I wouldn't feel like I'll waste my teenage years. Maybe I'd be happier. UGH I want to... » Continue Reading
Idk what to do. So a few months ago i started going to therapy and was instantly diagnosed with social anxiety which makes sense. The reason i started going to therapy in the first place was because i used to sh. So yea. But i felt like social anxiety wasn't the only thing that's wrong with me. Idk but i have these problems with making friends cause when i am for an example next to someone i know,... » Continue Reading
In this messed up world, hope is what we need to survive. Hope that tomorrow will be a sunny day, that you'll be able to make someone happy, that every problem you have disappears. Some may think it's the end of the world. Maybe it is. Nobody knows. But what if you give up on something that makes you happy and then you end up living for years and years? The saying: "Live like tomorrow doesn't exis... » Continue Reading
I think all the time. Actually, it feels more like I'm constantly talking to someone in my head. I can't stop it. It's not like I want to, at least not all the time. I love being alone and it makes me feel like I am, even in the middle of a crowded city, a bus or school. It's just me and the voice in my head. I can completely forget where I am or with whom. This would all be good and positive if ... » Continue Reading