Better life

So i was just scrolling on pinterest and saw a bunch of photos of people sitting on a balcony or in their small old apartments drinking coffee and smoking ciggarettes and boy do I want my life to look like that. 

Maybe I should just run away from home, ditch school, get a job and buy a small apartment. Maybe then I wouldn't feel like I'll waste my teenage years. Maybe I'd be happier. UGH I want to do that sooo bad. I'm still not even 16 tho.