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Category: Life
Your use of AI is killing the plant. Your over consumption, and total consumption, is killing your brain. Free yourself; Fly away. Let yourself be bored. feel the satisfaction on a unamplified life. Do not aim to modify your mental states through various digital procedures. Sit in silence. Sit with the pain boredom and unwillingness. Sit with your mind. It may raise the tides. Yet do not regard ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
my problems with my body started very young. I was overall a happy child. I did not know being thin would be a prerequisite to my happiness. the problems at first weren't my body. The problem stemmed from a seed planted within my mind. Planted by whom? I do not know. Yet it was there, and it's been there for as long as I can remember. As a child, 5-8 years old I was thin. I didn't think much abo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
(unfinished entry) Beauty is a cult. Or maybe you already knew that. You probably do. Everyone does. It's quite apparent, and quite frankly; Scary. Fucking scary. Sad. Disgusting. Horrible. Depressing. Beauty, it's glorification, and pursuit has been around for millennia. Yet it's only been recent A cult, as defined by Oxford Languages, refers to: "A » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
A few weeks ago, I was sitting on the bus with my friend. We were heading to school, and the bus was moderately packed. Suddenly, a guy drops his earbud case. The sound echoes along the bus, people quickly turn their heads, and glance over. Everyone notices. Yet, the owner of the case does not. He has both his earbuds in his ears. He looks so vulnerable to me, yet he does not know it. It's like ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Not to sound cliche, but truly, is there a meaning to any of this? is there really a foreign entity up there in the sky watching us? Is there anything at all besides the impending doom lurking in the shafts of the world, waiting to swallow us whole and punish us for all our misdemeanors? I look at the news, I look at the world -- and think.... what the fuck. What the fuck. What the fuck. Is this r... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Thin, The urge to be skin and bones, and nothing but "in". An intoxicating desire, a dangerous one too, The craving. Oh, it makes me spin. Yet I will not stop, not until I win. Be it 900 1000 1200 1500 700 400 or 200 Mesmerized girls, awestruck faces, I look at them with disdain and hopelessness. "mindless, con » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
One day I'll look back at my life, back at this moment, back at the past. I wonder if I'll look at my life with gratitude and joy, or regret and disappointment. Everyday I feel as though I'm experiencing my life through a glass window. In the glass - there are thoughts. Doubts, anxieties fears, worries, vivid hallucinations and lives lived only in my imagination, insecurities, stories and distract... » Continue Reading
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