Okay, so, like… what is love even? Is it supposed to feel like this? Like, your stomach’s in knots, your head’s spinning, and your heart’s doing this weird, painful thumping thing every time they look your way? There’s this guy. Of course, there’s a guy. He’s not the kind of guy I should like. Everyone says he’s trouble—the kind of trouble that ruins people. But honestly? I don’t care. Maybe I wan... » Continue Reading
Date: December 27, 2024 Mood: 🖤 Self-destructive but romantic 🖤 Music: “Toxic Valentine” – All Time Low 🎶 Alright, so let’s get into the messiest part of my brain, because why not overshare with the internet? I know I shouldn’t feel this way, but I can’t stop. I’ve got this thing for someone who’s 1) absolutely toxic, 2) already dating someone else, and 3) somehow still haunting my every » Continue Reading
Okay, so like… I literally feel sick over this, but I think I have feelings for my friend’s sister’s boyfriend. 😠Like, what is wrong with me ? He’s not even a good guy—he’s basically a walking red flag in skinny jeans. He’s abusive (ugh, gross), bipolar, manipulative AF, and he’s nice to everyone except his girlfriend and her kids. Like… bro??? What even??? And yet, here I am, with my emo playlis... » Continue Reading
🎵 current jam: "Ohio Is for Lovers" - Hawthorne Heights 🎵 💀 I think my heart has been stuck on repeat—skipping over the same shattered beat. 💀 🖤 Sleep is overrated when your dreams are just reruns of what could’ve been. 🥀 "Don’t waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head." 🥀 [cue shaky Polaroid of a cracked mirror with a "love yourself" sticker peeling off] ✨ "But maybe if I c » Continue Reading
So totally not looking forward to tomorrow. Stuck in a small town for the holidays. My mom already showed she doesn't really know me this year by what she got me, I know the thought counts, but it hurts. She got my sis something she would so love, and got me something that I wouldn't even use. I'll be stuck tomorrow with people who's asking if I have a boyfriend yet, how's school, and just trying... » Continue Reading