friendships are supposed to be supportive and safe-a place where you can be yourself and share your life without fear of judgement. but for years, i have found myself trapped in a friendship that felt like the opposite of that. its taken me a long time to admit that the way i was treated wasn't okay, and even longer to stop blaming myself for it. looking back now, i can see the unhealthy patterns... » Continue Reading
the past few months have left me reflecting deeply on the friendship that's been so pivotal in my life. as i continue to process everything, i find myself tangled between the pain of betrayal and the lessons I'm still trying to learn from it. what stared as an unexpected shift has turned into a complex web or hurt, feelings, accusations, and emotional turmoil. this is no longer just about the loss... » Continue Reading
losing a close friend can feel like losing a part of yourself, and when it happend unexpectantly, its even harder to understand. over the last few months, ive been struggling with the breakdown of my clossest friendship with maggie. for context, mags and i shared a close bond for a long time. but recently things changed in a way that i couldve predictied but ignored. when maggie moced, i knew thin... » Continue Reading
ive spent a lot of time over the past few months reflecting on my relationships, especially my friendships. there's been a lot of emotional turmoil, miscommunication, and painful realizations. and as i try to make sense of it all, I'm learning more about myself than i ever thought i would. one of the people ive held closest to me has been pulling away. i noticed signs that something wasn't right, ... » Continue Reading
ive been sitting here all day trying to figure out how to do this coding. progress is what my page looks right rn but it still dosent have all the stuff i want on it. ugh im tired! » Continue Reading
ok heres my first blog post. i found this site because the other social medias are very harmful to me rn. my best friend randomly cut me off with no explanation and keeps posting wack stuff on their story and i cant even send friend requests to anyone without being told theyre calling me crazy :3 anyways we will see how im feeling here! i spend the last three or four hours learning how to use th... » Continue Reading