TODAY I STARTED LISTENING TO "EVERYWHERE AT THE END OF TIME" AND I'M HONESTLY INTRIGUED. I CAN'T WAIT TO LISTEN TO MORE. IT REALLY HELPS ME WORK THROUGH MENTAL STRUGGLES, I LISTEN TO IT WHILE I DRAW OUT MY MENTAL MESS. IT REALLY DISCONNECTS ME FROM THE TROUBLES OF LIFE » Continue Reading
I FEEL LIKE I DON'T EXIST. MY BRAIN IS SO FULL OF THOUGHTS AND THEY ALL GET TANGLED TOGETHER AND I CAN'T KEEP TRACK OF ANY OF IT, I FEEL LIKE MY OWN BRAIN IS AGAINST ME. I FEEL LIKE THE ONE PLACE I HAD LEFT TO HIDE FROM EVERYTHING IS GETTING SICK OF ME, TOO. WHAT IF MY WHOLE LIFE HAS JUST BEEN ONE BIG DREAM, AND I CAN'T WAKE UP FROM IT? WHAT IF THE WHOLE WORLD IS J » Continue Reading
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! I'M SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT DISCOVERIES THIS YEAR BRINGS. I'M ALSO REALLY LOVING THE DISTANCING FROM MY PAST!!! THAT'S PRETTY AWESOME!!! I HOPE IT'S A GOOD ONE... » Continue Reading
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND SO SO SO MUCH SHE'S SO NICE AND FUNNY AND PRETTY AND AWESOME AND I LOVE HER SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOO MUCH AND I WANT TO BE WITH HER FOREVER AND I WANT TO GET MARRIED OH MY GOD » Continue Reading
THE SUNRISE THIS MORNING WAS BEAUTIFUL AND I JUST LAID IN BED FOR LIKE. AN HOUR AFTER I WOKE UP. AND IT WAS AMAZING. I WASN'T FREEZING COLD FOR ONCE HAHA I WENT ON A REALLY NICE DATE YESTERDAY AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM AND THE COZY BLANKETS REMINDED ME OF THEM AAGHHHHH » Continue Reading
SO 3 IS MY LUCKY NUMBER RIGHT? I KEEP FINDING LITTLE 3S EVERYWHERE. AND THIS MORNING WHEN I WAS GOING FOR A WALK, THERE WAS A PLAYING CARD ON THE GROUND, A 3 OF SPADES, TO BE EXACT. IS SOMETHING SUPER AWESOME ABOUT TO HAPPEN OR WHAT HAHA » Continue Reading