"rotting, probably"
22, she/her, USA (oof)
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Hello friends! I'm writing from a new apartment, new city, new state, and new life. Well, maybe not entirely - I still have the same partner, the same dreams, the same demons...the same cats! But I've relocated! I'm now 6 hours away from everything I've ever known, and it's equal parts exhilarating and terrifying. I'm following my passion, and my quality of life has never been richer, but in a mor... » Continue Reading
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Hello darlings!! How are you? It's been four months (!!) since my last log-in on spacehey, and I miss it! There's something to be said for accessing social media the way it was originally intended: on a desktop computer, with a mechanical keyboard, scrolling and interacting with people you may never meet again. The sense of detachment it provides is strangely comforting, and almost addictive, and... » Continue Reading
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Hello friends! It's been an interesting day! This morning I had a dance class with a teacher who I find very intimidating - I've known him for years, and while we get along fantastically outside of the classroom, he's very particular as a director and teacher and I often worry that I won't be performing the way he wants me to. During today's class, we were performing a combo with a trickily-timed... » Continue Reading
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Hi, It's the middle of the night, and I'm thinking about you. About the way you made me feel, and the way I don't know if I'll ever feel again. I'm thinking about your touch and your funny quirks and the rituals we fell into together. I'm thinking about how afraid I am that I'll never love again, because if I ever let it happen, no matter how blissful any given moment is, no matter how right it al... » Continue Reading
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Hello lovelies! Today is a monday, but for some reason it doesn't feel like a monday to me. I feel rejuvenated in strange ways, even though my day wasn't exactly stellar. I woke up to an unnecessarily rude message from my boss, in a message not just to me, but to all my coworkers. It kinda set the tone for me to be cranky all day. But (for once in my life) I actually called her out on it, asking w... » Continue Reading
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Hello lovely people! Oh my goodness, it's been so long since I've been online! I think I even talked in my last blog post about not wanting to let this account (and this blog) fall to the wayside - oops lol. Well, since it's been a minute, I figure I should probably do a quick catch-up post! Life has been insane lately; I started my very last semester of my bachelor's degree, which is definitely p... » Continue Reading
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Hello, internet! It's not even noon yet, which usually means I'm not out of bed for the day, but today I showered, dressed, put on a full face of makeup, and went to get my nails done for the first time in months! Feeling proud :) Honestly, I've been in a tough place recently, and it's shockingly hard to dig myself out of the hole I feel I've been living in. Every step forward is a victory. So ch... » Continue Reading
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Hi!! I'm actually super super excited to be here and to be making my first blog post! I think I'd like to treat spacehey as kind of a public diary - somewhere I can spill all my thoughts without overthinking them too much. I mentioned this on my profile, but I'm just a couple years too young to have enjoyed the myspace era of the internet, and it's always been something I feel like I really misse... » Continue Reading
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