Hey there, it's been a while since I've last made an entry into my blog. There's so many ideas and perspectives that I'd like to write about that my mind feels constipated when considering what to do. The past few months have been quite interesting for me and I've learned a lot about the way I function. From being prone to limerence, overstepping other peoples boundaries to learning fundamental p... » Continue Reading
Hey there, I decided to postpone my entry on non-clinical depression and instead decided to expand upon a different topic for a bit. This isn't some sort of well thought-through article, but rather a collection of thoughts. I'm always open for any sort of discussion and I'm super happy about all the people that have reached out over my IMs in order to do so! :) When encountering other human beings... » Continue Reading
Many times I've tried to define myself through our conventional means of language, but it seems as though using words such as "smart/stupid", "pretty/ugly" and so on, doesn't satisfy my sense of self. One of the biggest problems I have with using language like that, is that I don't really see a good way to make it work. Let's say you think you're smart. Based on what? Because during your interact... » Continue Reading
**(This post is annoying and possibly difficult to read, just as a heads up)** I think over the years it's gotten more and more important to me to observe my surroundings critically, including myself. And while it's important to do so in order to figure out the truth of a matter, it's sometimes hard to remind myself that truth is not a rigid thing. It's bendy, stretchy, weiiird. One of the most i... » Continue Reading
Idk, lately I feel like writing poetry or short stories or something adjacent to that. I also really want to make music and have downloaded Reaper as my DAW (Digital Audio Workstation). But once I actually want to start, idek where to begin. All that I have are some intense emotional processes that I want to express in a somewhat comprehensive/understandable manner. It's interesting to see that t... » Continue Reading