i feel like dan howell at 18. (im not 18 yet but ykwim) i feel sad, lonely, and just plain hopeless. all my friends have bfs and im just... there. i cant even go out and do stuff, none of my friends have cars but their bfs do. im wasting away my teen years and i physically cannot stand it. why was i delt with such a unlucky hand in life? why is everything so hard.. the world genuinely feels again... » Continue Reading
bruh im more lonely than ever. i just want friendssss i have a discord, snap, and everything!!! WHY IS IT SO HARDDD dont evenn mention my love life bruh. no one is interested and i just havent seen anyone that catches my eye unfortunately...sob. i just want a special someone im so desperate atm. no one ever matches my energy and they ghost me a few hours later, im not that ugly?? infact im pretty ... » Continue Reading
NO BC WHAT DO YOU MEAN??? IVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH DAN AND PHIL FOR YEARSSS SINCE KINDERGARTEN BRUH. I ALWAYS SPECULATED BUT NEVER WANTED TO INTRUDE ON THEIR RELATIONSHIP BUT THEY HAVE BEEN TG FOR SIX!TEEN!YEARSSSS!!!!! THATS ALMOST AS LONG AS IVE BEEN ALIVE DUDE!!! im sososososoooooo happy for them tho srsly..... but phil better know how to fight. i would start a war for dan howell he is the man EV... » Continue Reading
mkay. so. my life has been so....underwhelming??? overwhelming???? i got into contact with my mom after two years, but my stepmom despises this whole thing. shes mad at how absent my mom has been but...idk how to feel. also my stepmom is so easily irritable lately, i think me and her both are in a rut of depression (not that mine ever went away haha.) also im still feeling so alone. ive tried to m... » Continue Reading
It's been SOOOOO LONGGGG but if you have read any previous blog of mine you'd know I wasn't allowed to have any socials, but now I am!!! Yayyayayay!! I put my socials on my profile, don't be shyyyy huhuhuhu!! I've been going through sum motions and school is starting back again soon too (FML.) and some of my rlly cool irl friends either forgot about me or moved, BUMMERRR UGHHHH!! But now that I h... » Continue Reading
ok ok so alotttt has happened!! if u know my situation i had been suspended for a dumb reason, was in a relationship i didnt want to be in, and all that jazz ! now, im kinda back in the position i was in... im failing algebra and dont know if i even have time to pass it, so im freaking out!! also, my step mom says im not allowed to have any form of social media, she went through my school computer... » Continue Reading
ok so its friday and my step sister is messaging me about how im doing. i had been sooo stressed aboout grades cuz i just fr have NOT been doing my work.. then she asks what i have on me (like anything to hurt myself) and i say i have my pencil sharpener, i lied to her and said i wouldnt cut just now due to me being busy, but that i just want to cry. when in fact earlier i had hurt myself..oopsie!... » Continue Reading
ok so life as of now is slow to say the least. atleast i get to be home alone tm due to me being SUSPENDED!!!! i wont name names on who suspended me tho cuz she knows who she is. i wish my b » Continue Reading
(I LITERALLY HAVE TO REWRITE THIS NOW BRUH) I GOT SUSPENDED FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY WHATTT ARRGGHHHHH im in so much trouble. PLUS IM ALREADY GROUNDED SO!! i wish i could cut my hair into a wolfcut so bad, but someone hid the scissors...plus pretty sure im not even allowed near sharp objects anymore..oopsi. also MY BF PMO HES FREE. BF NINETY PERCENT OFF FREE OF CHARGE ACTUALLY. he is so annoying b... » Continue Reading