4:20pm!! I've slept over at my boyfriend's for the last 3 days which has been really nice, one time I spent a whole week with him too, I love him a ton. We finished the anime series we were watching (Solo Leveling) and now we're starting another he enjoys, and for my birthday he got me two volumes of the BSD manga which I adore completely. He worried I wouldn't like it much but I'd love anything h... » Continue Reading
It's 5:15pm as I'm writing this, and I have to say things have been going pretty well in general. I went over to my boyfriend's again today, as I do almost every other day, and it's always a great time with him (I also saw a black cat on my walk!!). Like I've said before, these moments with him are the most peaceful and happiest moments I've had. He was also really sweet and baked me an early birt... » Continue Reading
Now, it's 10:37pm - these past two days have been very well though. We visited my Nan and, as per tradition, did an Easter egg hunt. Beforehand, I imagined I would hate it; that I would find it only awkward and boring, but actually it was the opposite. Surprisingly enough, the entire day we all got along well, which isn't typical. Our family is a little strained, but yesterday and continuing on to... » Continue Reading
It's currently 9:17am as I'm writing this, I woke up early today which I hope to continue doing until it becomes an unbreakable habit/routine. As I feel like my days are being wasted by nothing productive at all, because all I do is doom scroll, surf the web, etc, I think what I'll plan to do is work on being less technology addicted as a whole. I admire those people who detach themselves from the... » Continue Reading
On my walk to my boyfriend's today, I saw a beautiful calico cat which I was able to pet before moving on. It had sharp, green eyes and a delicate meow - I've seen it before too, though I'm not sure who it belongs to. I also saw four blossom trees as well, the best sign that spring is here. Along with a few birds and squirrels, and another cat which belongs to my boyfriend, it was a very nice wal... » Continue Reading
I'm turning 19 this month, next week actually, which is insane to me considering I still feel 15, though that's most likely because I'm not too far off the same place I was in back then, but better thankfully. I'm on antidepressants, I go out more, I have a boyfriend who treats me so lovingly, my self esteem is much better, etc. I'm grateful for how far I've come to be fair, even if it might not s... » Continue Reading