12/04/2025 - The good, the bad

On my walk to my boyfriend's today, I saw a beautiful calico cat which I was able to pet before moving on. It had sharp, green eyes and a delicate meow - I've seen it before too, though I'm not sure who it belongs to. I also saw four blossom trees as well, the best sign that spring is here. Along with a few birds and squirrels,  and another cat which belongs to my boyfriend, it was a very nice walk.

I always love spending time with my boyfriend too, of course. We watch shows together, we cuddle, we lay together in bed and it's the most tranquil moments. I love him to the moon and back, and I always will.

The only thing that sucks is my autism, unsurprisingly. I've been missing a social cue with his family which now seems obvious, but I never realised I was meant to do it. People don't do it when they come over to mine, and so that's all I have reference to. I could sit here and spiral over it or I can just learn from it. Maybe if I was still like I was back then, I'd let it consume me, but I won't. Today has been a good day, and I won't let something so small ruin it this time. 

“Choose not to be harmed—and you won’t feel harmed. Don’t feel harmed—and you haven’t been.” ― Marcus Aurelius