sometimes i wonder if i'll ever amount to anything. i dont rlly have a calling n i kinda just chose this major cause it sounded interesting. but i dont know if its what i wanna do as my career? i wish i had a little guidance. i kinda feel like im just floating by and that everyone is surpassing me. i mean, im already a year behind people my age, just trying to catch up but i gotta keep going for m... » Continue Reading
there's this one guy who i met at the mystery club who's super hot but he looks kinda mean. maybe its rbf or smthn. his name's jake . anyway, he came by the cafe today and asked for a milkshake, but we dont really serve those here... anyway we got to talk for a bit cause it was slow today but i think i overdid it and talked his ear off >__> he offered to help me learn guitar so i'm kinda excited t... » Continue Reading
i came across two othr ppl from the mysclub! well, separately :p first one is lily i was at the local thrift shop i usually hit up and ive noticed her around sometimes. kinda surpises me tht she is in the mystery club since it doesnt seem like her scene, but then again who am i to judge since it's not mine either lol. maybe shes in it for the trip too? anyway, she came up to me and asked to borrow... » Continue Reading
i got myself a new guitar recently and im so excited to learn how to play! altho... i dont think youtube tutorials are really helping me out here... and the free apps i dl always have some bullshit paywall -__- so instead i went to our school's library!! i.... ive never been to it, let alone to any library » Continue Reading
got my ride situation sorted out! Kinda! there's a guy named Jules at club, ngl he kinda makes me nervous. he's not mean or anythin, just kinda, "matter-of-fact" ig? but hes cool besides tht. kinda serious. anyway, he said in the mys club gc tht he offers rides for anyone who needs em, which, total lifesaver. ive been doing rideshares with ppl going to the concert venues i go to to save money, bu... » Continue Reading
i cant find my phone so im just gonna write these here quickly before i forget DRAIN Trapped Under Ice im rlly hungry, i wonder if anyone's around tht can drive me to get a burger » Continue Reading
neho messaged me this morning that she has a recital coming up in 2 weeks and asked if i'll be there. i was about to say yes but she also said that dad was gonna be there too. idk what to do. i wanna be there for her, but i dont think i can face dad rn. does that make me a coward? i dont think im ready to hear his snarky comments. but as her older brother i feel like i have a responsibility. i me... » Continue Reading
(sorry that it took me till now to write this, was busy with classes :p) so what happened next was the professor keeling over!! we checked to make sure he wasn't like, dead or anything, but he was fine, turns out he was just sleeping...? anyway, the club leaders (i think their names are sou and violet) got a text message from the prof apparently? it said something about having to solve what just h... » Continue Reading
OKAY. SORRY I JUST NEED TO VENT BEFORE I CONTINUE ON. i finished that last entry and was gonna go take a shower before continuing on but my roommate, Lucky, has been in the bathroom FOR 2 HOURS NOW. WHAT ARE THEY DOING IN THERE, I GOTTA PEE. i keep knocking on the door but they won't answer me T^T » Continue Reading
so remember that professor I accidentally sat on? well, I joined the club that hes responsible for. well, not "joined", more lik e, attended a meeting. I dont even read books. but I'm just so pissed at the music club members and I figured if I dont find some community to join, I'll go crazy. this time, I wanted to make a good impression so I brought some leftover bread from work. maybe that's why... » Continue Reading
one of my online friends sent me some bands to check out and I already luv their sound fromjoy counterparts omerta think I wanna make a new mixtape... » Continue Reading
this stupid job sucks, UGHHHHH. why do i get dumbass customers not reading the f'ing menu??? "do u guys have boba?" no we dontt???? we're a coffee shop hello???? did u not doa google search or smthn b4 coming here? i dont normally get this angry but something about today got me ticked off. » Continue Reading