will i amount to anything?

sometimes i wonder if i'll ever amount to anything.

i dont rlly have a calling n i kinda just chose this major cause it sounded interesting. but i dont know if its what i wanna do as my career?

i wish i had a little guidance. i kinda feel like im just floating by and that everyone is surpassing me. i mean, im already a year behind people my age, just trying to catch up

but i gotta keep going for myself and neho. i just gotta graduate college and show my dad that im capable of being independent.

but its really hard going through it alone, yknow?