jules is cools || also is this gross??

got my ride situation sorted out! Kinda!

there's a guy named Jules at club, ngl he kinda makes me nervous. he's not mean or anythin, just kinda, "matter-of-fact" ig? but hes cool besides tht. kinda serious.

anyway, he said in the mys club gc tht he offers rides for anyone who needs em, which, total lifesaver. 

ive been doing rideshares with ppl going to the concert venues i go to to save money, but sometimes its awkward or theyre just rlly overwhelming. not judging, i just get nervous haha...

but thx to jules, hes been giving me rides back n forth. i feel like i should be paying him but he keeps insisting i dont, which, kinda weird?? not even for gas money?? he does like redbulls (i see them often in his car) so i've picked up some for him here n there as a thank u.

this is kinda embarrassing and nobody knows it, but i'd have to ask him to drop by a gas station to use the restroom bc of the arrangement me n lucky have with our bathroom. they get evenings in the bathroom so i cant even shower after a night out raving or smthn. 

so what i do, pls dont judge me ik this is gross, but i use some baby wipes to clean myself off rq, either dry shampoo or wet my hair to "clean" it, and then a shit ton of deodorant. it's just temporary until i get access to the shower in the mornings!! its not tht bad i swear.

i hope jules hasn't noticed, he hasnt pointed it out my wet hair sometimes so thats a good sign right???