I am a girl I am a discarded cigarette Forgotten on the side of the road Or maybe, I'm the leftover meal You can't seem to finish Scrape me into the trash Perhaps, an old BIC lighter You flick at me furiously Dandelion seeds blowing in the breeze Kicked up rocks Beneath your dancing feet I am a reflection of life No in depth meaning to it Just reality Raw intensity I am not a » Continue Reading
June The soft joy that lingers long after Earthy and sweet When the sun turns kind I see the fields, white with daises Under each tree, a doily of shade Natures lace I hope June Will bring us together. » Continue Reading
This isn't something I want to be concise about. My next HRT appointment will be the one. I'm getting my first prescription, and honestly, I don't know how to feel. I've been going outside a lot, trying to clear my head. Testosterone is going to bring a lot of change, even if it's mostly good. I still have to wait to see the effects. All I do is wait. My stepmom is a TERF. And not one of the ones... » Continue Reading
Dog days Stagnant humidity Stir something poignant Listen to the restless cicada's droning song It's different this year Mark the end of childhood With each bottle of booze And wasted summer heat » Continue Reading
Three tabs in Inherently human Tension pulled taut Tight, like a rubber band You've got me now At least until it dissipates Night and day I drift away Let's settle down At least for now Chasing the afterglow I like the way it tastes » Continue Reading
Conversational inquiry Maladroit and unforgiving Dress of fiery embers Blue frills And white starweeds Swaying in the evening breeze Hair pixie short and golden Quite like honey Raptured within the moment Her intentions gone unnoticed » Continue Reading
This house of stone Your ivy grows Overrun and rigid Sudden inkling Turning candid Rotting before I found you Eating my decay I can feel you lingering Your sun-kissed curls How lovely it is to finally be a part Of nature And his right of way » Continue Reading
Our silence is perverted Sick and tortuous I'd let you drag me To the fiery depth Of this inferno If it meant my ambition Weren't a pitiful display Of nothing but a pipe dream » Continue Reading
In love And a drunken fool It makes things easier A constant swaying reminder Of exactly what you've done to me May the day come, when you finally realize Just exactly how I feel about you Bittersweet and intoxicated Hopefully, when we're both a little drunk Addiction nothing compared to your gaze You'll say exactly what's on your mind Wishing things were bette » Continue Reading
We talked like lovers and laughed like best friends It's not hard, It's just new Five months passed Learning to know myself Coming to revel in it I am dirty and stale I reek of weed It doesn't have to be pretty; I'd prefer it wasn't When men can't have each other Violence becomes as good as sex I am an ugly thing A force not to be reckoned with I will put mys » Continue Reading
My birthday A sweet-and-sour holiday And still With all my inner quandary I crave to be the center of attention for once focus on something else something far more important Sweaty crowd, screaming out my lungs Seventeen, may it treat me well » Continue Reading