"This is what hard drugs feels like." He said, And I knew it wasn't far off We'd only taken two hits before he realized We were buzzed, Everything went foggy, And he threw it out immediately It tasted like plastic, And the idea at first scared me The fact that someone would sell an already used crack pipe, It was fucking insane Yet I can't stop thinking about that buzz » Continue Reading
How am I supposed to accept this? I've been alone for as long as I can remember I don't want to remember You say I'm your crush, Yet you've only known me for about a week Strung up on the idea of my person The facade I keep Love makes me uncomfortable, the sentiment is fleeting it would be foolish, letting someone new in I'm better off by myself Always have been » Continue Reading
Rage, Boiling within What am I to do with this gnawing sensation? It has begun to fester My lividity is pure Swallowing the anger back it only makes me choke You tell me how vile it is when I get this way I am all too aware Though I could really never bring myself to change Rage, It is deeply rooted within my soul » Continue Reading
So, now that I'm out of the picture How does it feel? How does it feel to be my space filler? The face used to fulfill desires The one you now call yours, Using you like a puppet Once, I was the fool Placed into your shoes Your chains Used like a tool, Biding his time until he gets what he craves Sick and twisted as it may be I am thankful You helped rip me away from that deceiving smile T » Continue Reading
(This is a story about AI that I wrote for my English class. There's a lot of inspiration in here, and random things that I liked and added in, I hope you like it too!) What's the point of a machine if it can't complete an objective? Artificial Intelligence is nothing but a database, a tool for humans to harness. Yet Aren't humans' machines too? Mechanisms of flesh, blood, and empathy. I see human... » Continue Reading
The Bathroom was grimy an unfamiliar thing Always one less stall Scratched and scraped Covering a slew of old drawings and graffiti from past students Despite being a gross, high school bathroom, It was everything I had ever wanted I'll never turn back to the clean stalls, I walked out of that bathroom as a different person. » Continue Reading
I hate Him. He lurks in the shadows, waiting each night. He thirsts over my picture, the fleeting sense of what we used to be, He is the victim, the one who must be saved, Oh poor, poor Norman, his body lying there, beaten, bruised, and discarded. Isn't that how he had always been treated? It's not his fault. Norman is a boy; he could never earn the title as a man. » Continue Reading
Why is it so hard to make friends? I wish to escape this mundane cycle. Perpetually spiraling into nothing but my own thoughts. I miss what it felt like to be seen, truly and completely seen. Every promise made, secret kept, none of them will ever matter, because in the end, » Continue Reading