Crush

How am I supposed to accept this?

I've been alone for as long as I can remember

I don't want to remember

You say I'm your crush,

Yet you've only known me for about a week

Strung up on the idea of my person

The facade I keep

Love makes me uncomfortable,

the sentiment is fleeting

it would be foolish, 

letting someone new in

I'm better off by myself

Always have been