Am I sinking or swimming? Do I want to sink or swim? Is this a choice or is this how my life is supposed to be? Can I swim while I'm sinking? Is it possible at all? Does anyone care if I'm sinking? Or do they want me to swim? Why can't they just see that I'm not always going to be perfect? I'm human. I make mistakes. I'm not always going » Continue Reading
I never once thought this could happen. The moment where you think nothing can happen that will destroy you. It's the kind of pain that makes you want to sleep and not eat as much. It's the kind of pain that hurts mentally and emotionally. The moment where your parents make the decision to separate when one of them doesn't want to. Where you see your dad hurt yet again and it hurts you from the in... » Continue Reading
I don't know how I'm going to be able to get back to normal without him next to me. Last night I could hardly sleep because I wasn't in his arms. Ugh. Long distance sucks! » Continue Reading