political views are i difficult topic, one i clash with very often. because most of the friends i make turn out to be raging right-wing types, maybe its my overly melancholic dark humor that attratcs them. but most of them turn out to be right-wing, which i am totally not. im a democratic socialist which is not to be confused with social democracy which is a form of marxism that has strayed so fa... » Continue Reading
I join things to be part of something, because i dont want to be alone. But somehow i still end up alone. So why even try, finding new friends. Because im never a good one, im always just me. Annoyed about something, mental problems this mental problems that. Because i am not a good friend, i overthink everything and am the most paranoid girl in existence. Existence is an illusion. Life should j... » Continue Reading
The "35 Questions" from Marcel Proust (1871-1921) : : 1) WHAT IS YOUR IDEA OF PERFECT HAPPINESS? a rainy day that I am spending inside, listening to music. and possibly giving my » Continue Reading
im doing a secret shares cause I want to laugh! here's the link and thanks if you decide to send one in. https://i.secret-share.net/iaN8wTjeqVBdE3WogFtlW7TrU&n=40993 » Continue Reading
here's some of my favorite music that you should totally listen to! BAUHAUS. if you wanna listen to goth rock but you don't know where to start , go with their ep (the bela session) its got some great first impressions to goth rock. LEATHERMOUTH. this is my favorite frank iero side project, its just pure anger and disgust rolled up into a ball and shoved into an album shaped box. CHEAP PERFUME. t... » Continue Reading