I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted that to happen. So why is it still happening to me. I've gotten used to so much. His touches, his demeaning comments, his demands, the stains. But the fact that people might know now is pushing me closer to the edge, I feel like I'm losing my mind. I haven't been taking my medications, I thought I was numb enough to handle it. Why do I joke with him li... » Continue Reading
I've begun to not know what to do with myself, I don't think this life is worth it. I've stopped taking my pills ever since they were changed, they weren't doing anything. » Continue Reading
I don't know how to greet people. I know how to greet girls but how do you interact with boys? It's confusing. I rather not greet them at all even if I'm a boy myself, I don't associate with those monsters. » Continue Reading
He keeps entering my room in the middle of the night, at least he listens when I say I want to sleep. I wonder if one day he'll get tired. » Continue Reading
Pills aren't working so I think I'm going to continue with my plan. I have to download the manual first, gotta know how to drive. I'll probably search for some desolated places or rivers. I should go fishing now that I think about it, I just don't know where or who is going to take me now that dad's dead. I wonder if I'll meet fun people, last person said they couldn't be friends with me after thr... » Continue Reading