Genuine question how does one figure out what to be in life? My parents recently brought up the question "What do you want to be" as any family member would but I didn't have a response. One parent stated they couldn't picture what I wanted to be as I always came off as shy. I get that comment a lot since I was a kid, teachers always had one word to describe me as "Shy". But I never corrected them... » Continue Reading
Scars are intriguing some fade and some stay. Sometimes it feels like having an unwanted guest you want them to leave but they won't. I want them not to define me all the time. I want people to look at me if I were a person not an alien on an unknow planet. I want to stop being stared at in the halls just because I wore a short sleeve. I want people to stop making comments. I wish people saw more ... » Continue Reading
A lot of the time I look back on my life and wonder what went wrong. For starters I'd say I had a decent childhood. I had everything I needed like food, clothes, a roof over my head, a bed, and an education. But I guess when I search up what a child needs while growing up, I only had the material needs and not most of the "Emotional needs". But I turned out fine. I guess the suicidal thoughts, har... » Continue Reading
Over the years acceptance has been a big part of my life. Because when I was younger, I went to church often it was something that was a part of my life since I was a kid I participated in events and the "youth group". Around the age of 7 I was baptized. If you don't know Baptism is a symbol of cleansing it represents washing away past sins and desire to start a new life. A few months after I was ... » Continue Reading