Different or not same outcome. (tw?) ---- Blog entry 3 (shorter Blog sry!)

A lot of the time I look back on my life and wonder what went wrong. For starters I'd say I had a decent childhood. I had everything I needed like food, clothes, a roof over my head, a bed, and an education. But I guess when I search up what a child needs while growing up, I only had the material needs and not most of the "Emotional needs". But I turned out fine. I guess the suicidal thoughts, harmful methods of dealing with emotions, unhealthy relationship with food, unrealistic standards, and stuff like that doesn't really prove my point.  I suppose what I'm trying to say is if it was different would I still be like this? I want to stop having no motivation to get out of bed or even messaging my freinds.