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I think I'm really just gonna give up, like I said in my last post. The only thing I don't know whether I'll even do it anymore is say goodbye as I planned before. A heartfelt goodbye feels useless and truly one sided now. I can't believe the person who I used to fall so hard for and who all this time was caring and kind is now treating me as if I'm irrelevant. I got a message after another day o... » Continue Reading
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I'm so tired of it. I've been having this conversation with you so in my head often already that it doesn't even feel like I need to say any more. You haven't heard it, you don't know that I really mean to let you in on my thoughts as a last way to help you. I wanted to help you understand me and my thoughts and hopefully understand why I think about you this way. I wanted you to understand that I... » Continue Reading
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It´s crazy how a simple text message can make you so anxious. I spent most of my day thinking of how I believe it´ll end and how I was frustrated to not just get that damn text message sooner so I could move on from Autumn without feeling as if I was invalidating my feelings for them. I don´t want to keep feeling this caught and sad and I really thought I was able to just calmly talk things out an... » Continue Reading
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*Disclaimer: This blog entry includes mentions of non-ex plicit intimate encou nters. Nothing "spicy" will be described or shown, but this is your disclaimer to be aware of that. This isn´t an entry of "spicy" nature, rather it is an open telling of my personal emotions, views and memories. If you´re a minor reading this, ple » Continue Reading
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*Disclaimer: People I talk about in my blog are being pseudomized to protect their privacy. That may include gender and pronouns too, therefore, in such cases the pronouns they/them are used to keep someone´s gender unknown to the reader and doesn´t necessarily mean the person being described is trans or nonbinary. The person being talked about may be, but unless it´s important for re » Continue Reading
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Due to a given situation I´ve recently been faced with the question of `What do I even want and need in a relationship?´. Now you would think that since I have been trying dating for a while and became stable enough mentally and emotionally to also actually enter a relationship, I would know the answer(s) t this question. However, I never thought about it too deeply until now. I know I want to fee... » Continue Reading
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