TW: ed ok so, ive been fasting all day long. ive had worked out for hours, played sports and more. And at the end of the day i receive the news that my family -including myself- is going to eat steak with fries. You may not know, but this dish requires oil, TONS OF OIL to be prepared. When i thought about it, i felt dizzy, sad, anxious. I almost cried in front of my family when we were eating. Im ... » Continue Reading
Ok, so, its the biggest problem on my life rn: my eating disorder. how shall i call it?? i havent been given a formal name to this problem, but i suspect is something like bulimia, cause of the purging and constant binges. talking abt binges, i recently had one and i couldnt do anything to repair it. i feel and felt sooooo bad. i wished i just controlled myself :((( i miss when i didnt had binges,... » Continue Reading