Im not eating dis order

Ok, so, its the biggest problem on my life rn: my eating disorder.

how shall i call it?? i havent been given a formal name to this problem, but i suspect is something like bulimia, cause of the purging and constant binges.

talking abt binges, i recently had one and i couldnt do anything to repair it. i feel and felt sooooo bad. i wished i just controlled myself :((( i miss when i didnt had binges, life was so easy...

but anyway, if youre struggling with the same ideas and shit as me, we can talk about it, remember youre not alone :) i can be your emotional support shoulder if you need so