More of a vent, my apologies :( To be honest it takes a lot of strength to keep going every day. It takes a lot to keep a clean head too. I feel like I can never heal. I need someone to be here with me but I have nobody here. The idea of me is loved but the true image is not. No one would stay for proper recovery, they would give up and leave just like everyone else. I’m trying so hard to get up b... » Continue Reading
I should really actually attempt to post more. I write things but I never end up posting them even though this is supposed to be my place to talk about myself and my thoughts. I hope it makes sense but I always feel a little embarrassed whenever I’m posting about myself. Being perceived is very paralyzing for me for whatever reason. I realize perhaps I could use this space to talk about embarrassi... » Continue Reading