I've never been secure in myself and I'll admit that no problem I grew up hating the colour pink with basically my whole being, but now I'm older I realise I never actually hated the colour, I hated what liking pink brought to me. I hated the idea if being a 'stereotypical' girl, I didn't want to be seen based on a colour I liked that happened to align with the colour 'assigned' to my gender, I w... » Continue Reading
People on tiktok go wild for the "weird girls" until they're not conventially attractive, if you're weird and attractive your interests are seen to be cute and quirky but if you're 'ugly' than any interest turns to be cringe I'm not pretty but I'm not terrible at the same time I grew up being bullied for the things I liked which turned me into a mask of who I truly am, I don't feel like I can exp... » Continue Reading
Hey gng I'm back again :p Idk I've been overthinking alot recently I just feel like I have so many problems and don't know how to deal with them but like I don't wanna go into therapy again they kicked my ass put last time because I couldn't explain what was bothering me the way they wanted me to so they just gave me a sh booklet and took me off the list #epic Anyways I've been struggling and I a... » Continue Reading
I'm in college rn so I gotta be a lil sneaker writing this Alots happened in my life and I just wanna have a lil rant about it so I'm pretty sure my hamster is on her last legs!!! So cute I know she's developed a growth on her leg similar to my old hamster before he died, I'm waiting for the vet to call back to get an appointment or something to get her checked out so that's been real stressful, ... » Continue Reading
Holy moly it's been a while chat... anyways I've had the best month of my life!!! I've been so happy chat I can't even explain it... dude the past 11 days have been pure bliss.. HOWEVER. I have been alerted to a 3 month rule and to be quite frank I am quite scared... I hope it doesn't be true.. straight jorking it in fear >. < but ohohog I loce this guy so much!!! He's so sigma ππ idk how I bagged... » Continue Reading
I drank so much water and just had one of the most painful gargles of Mt life it all came back uo I thought j was about to choke to death Holy smokes » Continue Reading
So it finally happened!!! We got together chat ππ I still feel kinda bad tho I'm not exactly the easiest girl to love especially cos I've never done any of this before π£π£ but I'll always put my all into things even if something they make my skin crawl a bit I'm like a chronic overthinker which is my main problem if I'm honest πͺπͺ if I had the balls to say I love you back in words I would I'm just m... » Continue Reading
Gng I am so full of glee...I think it's safe to say I can drop the l word seriously...I'm in lesbians with them...BUT BUT BUT....hahaha butt....sorry... πππ I will NOT be confessing... however j will be forever thankful to my little toe tickler for setting me up this js the happiest I've been in a while...i am still scared of messaging first however and saying the wrong thing cos sometime I just c... » Continue Reading
Hey chat I'm so far gone I'm actually so in love I can't take I anymore I'm tweaking out so bad I never bust out the L word but damn...this guy is so super duper sigma...I think I'm in lesbians with him...ππbleahhh I'm tweaking so bad...idk how to love someone or even if this guy feels a smidge of romance for me but j am NOT ruining a friendship with some silly little feelings...anyways ππ goodnig... » Continue Reading
Ive been talking to this guy and holy moly i think im in love gng...and I NEVER pull out the l word...im so in lesbians with him its crazy...IM TOO FAR GONE GRAHHHHH » Continue Reading