Hello! My name (as far as you know 0-0) is Serenity! I go by he/him pronouns. (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ I like blogging once a day. Something that I've always enjoyed doing is journaling about my life, and I used to do something like this back in the day on Tumblr. It will probably have to do with my journey through college, any rants I feel coming on about my job, or talking about my feelings. I have pretty s... » Continue Reading
Yesterday I got into a car accident. I was not at fault, but my car is the one totaled because the other car was a huge truck. I was on my way to play DND and a guy pulled out from a side road in front of me and all I could do was slam on my brakes and take the hit. I was able to get out of the car, and the second I looked at the front of my car I started crying. It looked bad. There was radiator ... » Continue Reading
I'm pissed at my job right now. They're trying to "enforce dresscode" by making us cover up tattoos and take out facial piercings. This is the same company who hired me with these things and did not tell me at all that this would be a problem and ensured several other people that it wouldn't be a problem. But they sent "secret shoppers" through the store and then when they complained about our pie... » Continue Reading
I take a lot of naps, I know my health isn't that great and I stress myself out so much everyday that every time I come back home from work or school I'm exhausted. I've started getting this weird symptom lately with my anxiety where it feels like my brain isn't getting enough oxygen. And so then I freak myself out that maybe I'm dying this time. But clearly I haven't died soooo I must be actually... » Continue Reading
Went out to meet my old friends, and everything was fine. I had a really good time. I pushed through the anxiety and it was a lot of fun! I laughed so hard I cried several times. Also the cider was absolutely delightful there. I'm just glad I made myself go anyways. It's hard to push through anxiety for me, going out has gotten harder and harder to do. I wish I could turn it off because I so badly... » Continue Reading
I'm about to go pick up a friend I haven't seen in 7 months, and we are going to meet up with another friend we haven't seen in a year, maybe a year and a half. I'm so excited but I'm also nervous. I don't think that my body knows the difference between being excited and being anxious. I know it'll be fine and we'll still all be friends but I am for sure thinking of worst case and impossible scena... » Continue Reading
All of my exam grades are in and... I passed!! My grades may not have been as high as I was hoping but they're nothing to scoff at! Except for my chemistry grade... that class does not let me win lol. That instructor's lectures were good but the second I went to do my assignments it didn't really matter because he didn't teach everything in it. Ugh. But I'm done thank the GODS. » Continue Reading
I had two finals today (blegh) and I'm finally done with the quarter. Thank the gods for being done. I already got my grade back for my precalculus exam and I got 81%. Not what I was hoping for but I'm so glad I just passed it. Math has always been a rough subject for me. But chemistry is definitely taking the cake for hardest class I've had so far. Definitely kicking myself for not having taken i... » Continue Reading
I'm currently typing this from a chromebook I was given as a gift in 8th grade (which was almost a decade ago, oh my god.) This thing I'm learning is... pretty useless when trying to complete my college assignments. But is really good for procrastinating those assignments! Kinda. This thing really isn't as cool as it used to be and it breaks a lot of the sites I try to join. But my actual laptop s... » Continue Reading
Just finished my first final of two! It was Plant Biology and I feel very confident about it. I studied so late last night I was hoping it would be worth it, and I think it was. Unfortunately, however, I will not know for sure for a while. Tomorrow is my Chemistry and Precalculus finals, and I am much more nervous for those. But it'll be worth it in the end. But for now, I am ordering food in. The... » Continue Reading
I am currently procrastinating my chemistry work and studying. My finals are tomorrow and Tuesday, and let me just say, I am NOT ready. I am actually quite nervous about it. So now I'm here, instead of doing what I need to do. It is taking everything in me right now to not learn how to code on this website and find a good template like I used to do in ye olden Tumblr days. This class will be the d... » Continue Reading