i miss you i wish i had never stained the bowtie you got for me as a gift. i wish i had watched all the tedious documentaries you talked about together. i wish i knew how to tend to our flower garden better. i wish i had understood more about the chemistry and biology lessons you gave me when you had the time. i wish we had gone to venice together. i wish i had visited your hometown more. i wish i... » Continue Reading
ever since i heard millie singing, it's like a switch turned on inside my mind. i caved in and allowed myself to think hard about the past. one image in particular won't leave my mind... me, her and one teary-eyed friend, huddled together, hanging out and talking about life, the stars. he played a song, too. it's a terribly sweet memory, a small break from all the cruelty around us, another proof ... » Continue Reading
i was trying to ignore it before but now it's become overwhelmingly clear that in this space, where i carry none of my personal belongings, i am extremely bored. outside of chatting, i don't know what to do with my time. because what am i without the fleeting moments made eternal with a small flash of light, the delicate rattle of the shutter closing? memories and feelings that would've otherwise ... » Continue Reading