"*cutely shits on your lawn*"
Teen, Therian, Bi-Myself, MUSIC, lonely, can get very depressed
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Category: Life
I hate when I feel okay until a fucking song comes on and brings back memories and makes me think of those times and I'm about to cry because I miss it but I know I can't get it back and I'll never be able to force him back It's his choice now Even if it hurts like hell And I'm about to cry to "Perfect Doesn't Last" by Beth Crowley » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I need someone to have the patience for me, to listen to me, to just be there and tell me that everything isn't going back to how it was ... Right now I just want to curl up into myself and disappear from the world... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Okay is it crushy or dorky friendy when you have a friend good enough that you can both practice flirting with each other? » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I told my mom I was done, just done being this mess I was, I told her I was going to be so much better, because this hair doesn't belong to someone who's depressed, it belongs to an artist, a writer, a dreamer, a singer, not a mess. She said she didn't want me to change for bad reasons, because it seemed like something must've hurt me bad enough to cause this, I told her no I'm doing it just becau... » Continue Reading
Category: Music
I keep singing random parts of the songs and I can't stop » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I totally wasn't just shaking because I'm fucking terrified, I'm not walking on eggshells or getting heart burn. I'm fine, everything is fine. I'm not giggling at the stupid little things or immediately shutting myself down because I feel like it's a lie and it's not going to last. I'm not grinning because I'm that happy or on the edge of tears because I feel happy. No way. None of that could be t... » Continue Reading
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