ello, today i had a wonderful day. i woke up early as my parents were coming and was able to do some quick chores before they got here. they picked me up and i slept in the car on our journey. we drove to st abbs national trust car park and ate lunch (i had a ham and cheddar toastie but i dont like cheddar so it was gross) and then we headed on our walk. it was the most beautiful weather and the w... » Continue Reading
ello, it's been a crazy few more days and i keep falling asleep without remembering to blog aargh. life has been going quite slowly and i feel very tired all the time but its probably because i am the busiest that i have ever been. today we decorated the flat with my paintings that i picked up yesterday and the difference it made is crazy. i also made a cake last night and dinner tonight so im set... » Continue Reading
hello, its been about four days since i moved into my flat and i have spent the majority of the time settling in. first day i had my portfolio due which i got done and then at night i went out with my uni friends and did karaoke. honestly it was a blast and i loved it more than i expected. tuesday it was roasting and so we had a bbq on the hill near my house which was fun but very stressful at tim... » Continue Reading
hello, today i packed up the last of my moving essentials and it was heavy. in terms of days it was very nice, i had brunch then lunch with my sister and spent lots of time with my parents. i had a bit of an argument with my sister though and i sense there is a rift opening between her and my partner. that would be devastating since i love them both so much but im sure over time it will fix itself... » Continue Reading
ello, after writing yesterdays list i everything began to click properly and i was able to complete a large chunk of it. i began packing today and got two sections of my room completed. i still have a few sections left but it's a start and it's not like moving in has to happen all at once. i also was able to share some of the stuff i went through in high school with my mum and it felt good to get ... » Continue Reading
Hello, It has been near a year since i last visited this blog and i am now returning in search of a place to lay out my thoughts. In a few days i move out from the house i grew up in. In three weeks i start a brand new job. I don't think i have even properly begun to process the amount of change that i will be facing. To calm my rushing brain i need to create a to-do list, something that helps me... » Continue Reading
today i am headed to london. i have been dreading and anticipating this moment for months and i am full of conflicting opinions. obviously the capital of our little island can be the location of many a great adventure but it can also be a intimidating place. i watch right now as the last remaining area of open air countryside fly past my window. i will be away from the trees and gr » Continue Reading
with lighter nights and longer days it gives me the opportunity to spend my days rambling. all this walking around though is giving me a lot of time alone with my thoughts. i once read that a person has a limited number of close friends and when they gain one they must lose another. i am sat in a pub where one week ago i made a mistake that cost me a friend. i am at peace with the loss now but for... » Continue Reading
first blog post, most likely last as i never stick to anything. i spent nearly half the day editing my profile so hopefully that gives me motivation. june has just begun and the air is thick with pollen. fish are lazing in the sunny spots of ponds and rivers, dashing when a shadow reaches them. the sun beats down daily but the biting wind makes choosing what to wear difficult. i leave my window o... » Continue Reading