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5/6/2025

Category: Writing and Poetry

Scratching Scratching Scratching That's all I can do. The feeling of crawling Poking Itching Burning Cutting Bleeding I can only scratch, » Continue Reading

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2/6/2025

Category: Writing and Poetry

Im walking. Walking, walking in a straight line.  Where does my line end? I can't see it. Suddenly im further than I had been before. How did i get here? When did I get here? I run m » Continue Reading

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11/5/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

Floating. I feel as though I am floating. Not high enough where my problems can't reach me, but high enough to where I can't do anything about them. Isn't that just sad? Tonight's a night like many others, and more nights like tonight will continue. They won't go away. Shaking. Crying. People dancing around me and im just here, » Continue Reading

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15/4/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

People leave, stay, die, live. They don't stay for me. Not even you stayed, did you? No. Said I was 'psychotic' said I need to cope better, couldn't grieve. Then you left. I've gotten worse, oh so worse, and you didn't help with that.  The walls are thin, the door is close, the walls are all white and green around, brights light. All I hear there are the screams, loud screams and shouts. People si... » Continue Reading

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10/3/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

I stare in the mirror, Someone stares back. The person in the mirror isn't me, Not who I'm trying to be, But who I'm trying to leave. I dont like the person in the mirror, They don't like me either. I'm just the man who can't stop staring at themself Is it selfish? Is it rude? » Continue Reading

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23/2/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm sorry I'm not perfect. Who are you apologizing too? Myself and everyone. Why? It's not your fault of what happened.  What happened. What did happen?  It's fuzzy now, after years of denying it, I still see it. Fuzzy but oh so clear. I tell myself it didn't happen, it's not what I think. She was younger than me, how could she be the villian and I the victim? I look myself in the mirror. Look at ... » Continue Reading

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23/2/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm sorry I'm not perfect. Who are you apologizing too? Myself and everyone. Why? It's not your fault of what happened.  What happened. What did happen?  It's fuzzy now, after years of denying it, I still see it. Fuzzy but oh so clear. I tell myself it didn't happen, it's not what I think. She was younger than me, how could she be the villian and I the victim? I look myself in the mirror. Look at ... » Continue Reading

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5/1/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

The world is going downhill, this country is collapsing. People need to wake the fuck up and stop glorifying people who are in the wrong, bad people. They don't want to, though. They want to keep living a lie, think it's fine, everything's still fine. Right? Maybe for some. Some are unaffected. Some don't care. Some believe what they  want you to believe. No one questions it. It's how they control... » Continue Reading

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27/1/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

When it rains It reminds me of the week That had followed The terrible tragedy That had occurred It rained all week long I didn't want to go I had no choice After I stayed  Unmovin » Continue Reading

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24/1/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

"You have everything you could've wanted or need, more than others. If you're so lucky, why aren't you happy?" I write my thoughts to make sense of a world that doesn't make sense. My thoughts are conversations. Conversations between me, myself and I. Why aren't I happy? Because none of it matters. Not anymore. The good things people try advocating aren't being helped. Causes aren't being helped b... » Continue Reading

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16/1/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

Im sorry if I make you feel bad. I make me feel bad too. "Your a good person." Nice things I do don't make me nice. I still feel bad. "You'll be fine." Nothing is fine anymore. No one can do the simplest things without struggle. Especially not me. "You look happy."  I don't know what it's like to feel happy anymore. Do you know? I make bad plans that hurt me, hurt you, hurt t » Continue Reading

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16/1/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

Im sorry if I make you feel bad. I make me feel bad too. "Your a good person." Nice things I do don't make me nice. I still feel bad. "You'll be fine." Nothing is fine anymore. No one can do the simplest things without struggle. Especially not me. "You look happy."  I don't know what it's like to feel happy anymore. Do you know? I make bad plans that hurt me, hurt you, hurt t » Continue Reading

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