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Im sorry if I make you feel bad. I make me feel bad too.

"Your a good person."

Nice things I do don't make me nice. I still feel bad.

"You'll be fine."

Nothing is fine anymore. No one can do the simplest things without struggle. Especially not me.

"You look happy." 

I don't know what it's like to feel happy anymore. Do you know?

I make bad plans that hurt me, hurt you, hurt them. I'm drowning in a sea of guilt and it's dragging me deeper and deeper until I can no longer breath.

I think you were right. I am a bad person. You hurt me, and that's fine. I know i deserve it.

-BoyScoutz