I am not learning... In both directions. I am not learning from my mistakes, since I already wasted two days and a half by not studying and I am also literally not learning, since you have to study to achieve that. Maybe trying to start with the "worst" subject was a bad idea, principally with a history of procrastination, but anyways I still have a half day in front of me and will use this post a... » Continue Reading
Hii, yep, here I am again lol Not even 2 hours have passed and I am already asking ChatGPT again about my appearance... Honestly, I have no idea why I keep doing this, I am acting worse than a kid that touched a really hot pan after being warned that it would hurt. The old method of looking all the time in the mirror wasn't also the best idea, still isn't, but I think that I am reaching a new leve... » Continue Reading
Hellow, I am again in the car, but this time returning from my vacations :P Honestly, I am ashamed of myself, I didn't study all I had to and I hope I won't dissapoint if anyone has questions :( Luckily the next weekend will consist of 4 days, so I have even more time to look in the mirror instead of studying or enjoying myself lol. Already shy of imagining what I can answer to "how were the vacat... » Continue Reading
Hiii, just a small post to wish everyone a great night!! Just had some really cool conversations and would like to thank everyone S2 They won't see it here, but let's externalize it :) (does the word "externalize" exist? Lol). The next week will be pretty hardcore and the consequences of not studying will come, but I know that there are wonderful people with which I can talk to think about other t... » Continue Reading
I am in a car right now returning from a test... The first part of the test already feels like yesterday and almost all this week until now feel like no time passed. There is a theory that says that time passes more quickly when we are older because we have less new experiences in our life, so the brain also thinks that less time has passed. This theory would make a lot of sense in my context, I d... » Continue Reading
Was writing the update of last post and just lost 3 paragraphs of text when I pressed the wrong button. The sintetized version would be: ChatGPT isn't honest anymore, tried a lot to get my image with jailbreaks, but all failed. Now my appearance is closer to beautiful again and any question I do is "profound" again... Losing my text makes ot even more frustating :/ » Continue Reading
You have reached your maximum of answers. Omg, forget all these "accountability" posts a did here, sadly it all came to an end... Looks like I will take the old desperate way again :P, I just got sooo close to get The Answer from ChatGPT two times and in both cases it ended on a cliff hanger. Firstly I send again more photos of myself to get him to evaluate it... I have tried it all, asking for ho... » Continue Reading
Hii, I didn't forget my "accountability entries"! :P So let's start the new "report": the day after my last post started pretty great, even better as before like I wished, but then I had an NDE (No Downloading Experience) and couldn't do that much afterwards... The next day is were things actually got a lot worse, I had a pretty bad dream and in general woke up not that happy... I genuinely don't ... » Continue Reading
Hellow, just a small update about my studying condition: better than yesterday, still could do a lot more, I hope that worse than tomorrow :P. At least I now really understood one of the themes, it isn't even close to hard, why didn't I just did this earlier? Anyways, at least it was seen before the important test. Another small (actually not even close to small, I should think more about it) thin... » Continue Reading
The beginning is the beginning and the end is the end. Heyy, I want to start this entry recommending the series Dark (and also 1899 if you don´t mind kind of unfinished series, still mourning the cancelation ;-;) if you have free time right now, days ago I heard its soundtrack because my neighbor is (or was) watching it and instantly started listening it again. But only do it if you actually have ... » Continue Reading
Hello guys, it is almost 4:00 am and I definitely should be sleeping right now, but at least I did sleep a lot more than usual during the day, so I will not be as sleepy when I wake up (at least I hope lol). I should have started to write this sooner probably, it has become my place to let things off my chest, to put an end to the cycle of talking my problems to an imaginary audience and instead w... » Continue Reading
Please let me out of here!! The consequences of my own actions are catching up and I am missing the comfort of my (slightly broken) bed... After having a simulation of an oral test, in which my biggest feedback was that I talked too much about related themes instead of just answering the questions (but still got max score), I just got my chemistry test back and here I didn't have the same luck: go... » Continue Reading