One of the physics teachers just gave his part of the test and I got 21 points out of 25 (and I lost 4 points in exactly the questions I had to speedrun to give something). The second part is going to be worse, but I am relieved, at least it wasn't an disaster... No idea when we will get the second part of the test and don't know if it is a good thing that it probably will take a while. Probably t... » Continue Reading
Two posts in less than 10 minutes, surely a record for me lol. Yesterday I even dreamt about a teacher talking bad about me in front of the class that I raise my hand too often. After not a lot of time I started crying while trying to explain I never meant it bad and that teachers in general say that students should participate. I know it sounds so dumb, but this dream definetely made me even more... » Continue Reading
Hii, I wrote an almost complete entry last week, but didn't post it, probably will later. About right now, next subject is physics and I am really scared about my grade, I was really tired when I did the test and was awful at time management. I am so scared I will dissapoint my friends and the teachers... A lot of people cheated on the test, so my bad grade will look even worse :((. My brain is al... » Continue Reading
Hii, today has been a good day, I am taking the vacations pretty seriously: I woke up 14:00 (actually I put an alarm at 11:00 to make my sleep time more normal, but since today I will play with friends, that means, it will become eccentric anyway, I just turned around and sleep more). It may looks like I am doing absolutely nothing, and you wouldn´t be totally incorrect, but today I solved some th... » Continue Reading
Another almost fortnight (learned this word today :P) has passed and there are all types of news: the good, the bad and the ugly. The good ones are that my contribution to a project helped to increase the grade and I am happy that I was useful, had a really fun talk with my aunt, the art project with my friend will continue (already having some ideas :))... Maybe there are others, but can´t rememb... » Continue Reading
Hii, a lot of time has passed and it´s time for an update. Last week I started to write an entry about being tired, it was the first one I wrote while being in school, but ironically made a mistake and lost what I wrote due to tiredness. Recently I lost a thing I wrote for a project I am doing with my friend too, maybe I should be more cautelous with my texts lol That´s a part from the old interne... » Continue Reading
In train right now... Today we had a school excursion, it was really nice (at least the part in which we were in the place, having to use a lot of trains and buses can be pretty tiring). I know I am repeating myself, but I really hope I wasn't annoying, everyone was so nice and don't deserve to have to be annoyed. Going back to the excursion, it was an ONG and it did a pretty great job in presenti... » Continue Reading
Hello, today I spent a lot of time just revisiting things from the past and seeing some for the first time. Flash games, different online culture, old memes and songs... Pretty nice things :,). It is really fun to find old videos and/or blog posts, not only because it isn't always the easiest thing, but also because you get a glimpse of how things were. It is kind of like revisiting the city you w... » Continue Reading
Yayy, came back to home a hour ago after explaining physics to my friend, everything went right and now I am really happy and eager to show my text to my teacher and another friend, I hope so much that they like it. Last time I wrote a rant about how much anxiety I get over getting approval, but it also has its positives: when somebody likes something I did I feel sooo happy and animated. I think ... » Continue Reading
Small post/rant, soon we will study. I really wish everything would be more natural for me, it is tiring to always be afraid of annoying people and afraid of doing something wrong. Today, for example... Just came back hours later to continue to write the post. Not entirely sure which would be the example, but everyday there is a new one, may it be fear of not saying things in the best way, fear th... » Continue Reading
Yesterday, or should I say today? Things returned to normal, I did the homework during the dawn. It doesn`t show a lot of time organization, but everything was made and understood, so I think everything is fine. Today I also found physics class pretty fun and there wasn't anything out of ordinary, just a challenging question. Hours later and just found this tab open in my notebook... I think you c... » Continue Reading
Honestly, this post is more about to let my anxiety out than anything. Did I really say that the chocolate was "really good" to the person that gave me one yesterday loud and clear enough? I am really sorry if not, you were really nice. Did I overexplain why I didn't go with a person to the market? Did it look like I didn't want? Did I talk too much? Omg, I hope they understood everything, sorry s... » Continue Reading