Hellow, I think that I will use again this blog to put things out of my chest :P I really try to be positive on the inside too, but honestly I find it extremely sad how much of your life is decided at birth. There are parts of it I can make amends with, I am fine with working until death, but it is really hard to find motivation when no much working or money in the world would be able to fix my ap... » Continue Reading
Good morning!! Today I slept well, even normalized my sleeping schedule, already took a shower and will soon have breakfast... I now was going to joke how about jt would be the typical good day if I would go to work soon, but I believe that the fact that I won't makes it even better lol. If everything goes right, today we will also do the last requirement for the university :) But then we will hav... » Continue Reading
Hellow, my guilt feelings have lessened (I know how dramatic this sounds, but I was feeling bad) and I also noticed how dumb the question in the last post was lol Luckily the person didn´t scan the code for my Whatsapp I showed in my smartphone, would have been a pretty awkward conversation :P. But enough said about this, let´s talk about something far away of people "wow :O", but a neat thing to ... » Continue Reading
Let´s say you hit on someone and the person says no, or you give your number and the person don´t call you. Would you feel badly about the person? Like, would you be disappointed at the person? Thanks in advance for any answers. » Continue Reading
Heyy, yesterday (technically before yesterday) I thought about doing an entry, but the only different thing would be that it was the day that marked 1 year since I changed countries, outside of that it would be just the same comments about fear of being the wrong things socially and weight/appearances issues. But now I do have another thing to talk about, I already told it my friend so I won´t wri... » Continue Reading
Heyy, a lot of years ago a Minecraft youtuber was saying bye to his world to start a new series in the updated version for the game... While he was talking it started to rain and he even mentioned how in partings there will always be rain, I don´t know why this part of the series became a "core memory", but time after time I remember it just like I did yesterday when coincidentally it started rain... » Continue Reading
Heyy, do you know the feeling of "peaceful dawn"? Absolute no sound except the small clock, really pleasant weather... A little after I wrote this coincidentally my father also woke up :P We tried to play ping-pong, but ironically the calmess of the dawn would make it too noisy and I didn't want to risk disturb the neighbors. Now it's time to continue to unpack a little, strangely I woke up pretty... » Continue Reading
Heyy, I am already organizing things before my father arrives and this might be my last entry written in this room... Wow. What a year... Right now I am pretty indecisive on what to write, but in general I feel like I got the Good Ending :) I am anxious about doing the wrong thing in relation with one friendship, I am one of the "close friends" in Instagram and have no idea about which etiquette t... » Continue Reading
Heyy, another day another entry... Today is practically the last day in the room I am right now and the last day of me living alone for a while, the next time this happens will be at university. What an experience! I still remember writing an entry here while laying on my bed and just looking at the new situation and now it feels completely normal. I also just noticed that I didn´t see any human i... » Continue Reading
Heyy, the call with my friends was pretty fun :D This time even more friends showed up than usual and I attribute this to a magical word: gossip . It´s funny how people, including me, get instantly curious about it XD (by the way, Primink, where are you? :-: Knowing the drama behind the wedding of a youtuber I learned about this year is essential for my life, I need part 2 lol). Without any hyperb... » Continue Reading
Heyy, I have nothing something really new to talk about, but exactly right now I am sitting alone, in the dawn, at table in which I studied with friends in a study group almost one year later, after the tests already ended. The time really flies... Coincidentally not only my high school friend group, but also my best friend talked about nostalgia of our in school times :,). I have noticed that peo... » Continue Reading
Heyy, I read the 400 messages, I guess that I can count it as another book read in 2025 XD But now talking seriously: it hyped me even more for our weekly call :D I didn´t even had to participate in the conversation to it be about nostalgia XD But not nostalgia for the old internet or something similar, it was nostalgia of our high school and the great moments it made possible. They also talked ab... » Continue Reading