David won

Heyy, another day another entry... Today is practically the last day in the room I am right now and the last day of me living alone for a while, the next time this happens will be at university. What an experience! I still remember writing an entry here while laying on my bed and just looking at the new situation and now it feels completely normal. I also just noticed that I didn´t see any human in all these days I am here XD Tomorrow I will return to humanity, since my father will come to help me to organize everything and bring me with him... And possibly help me to make the bathroom a safe place again.

Have you ever heard about the David vs Goliath story? I believe in it, sooner today I wanted to take a shower, but there was an insect there, which marked the start of a real cringe fest XD Luckily this happened in the dawn, so I wasn´t disturbing anyone´s routine, but I tried to neutralize the flying insect for a while with my remaining insecticide until it came to an end and so did my ""courage"". Seriously, this is the type of thing I don´t even know why I am sharing in the internet, but my insecticide is a freezing one and I never got close enough to the insect to really "defeat" it, so it was kinda like me using it, it flying away, me searching where it went and repeat. At the end David won XD I will try to shower again in some hours, let´s hope it flew away to freedom :P (the bathroom here is shared with all residents and they like to let the window open, luckily my insect net is saving me all these months :P). To make it even worse, the insect was (a really big in my defense) crane fly XD Completely innocuous, but it looks a little scary because of the legs, so this is another example of how important appearance is lol.

Sadly I failed in losing weight in this time I spend here :( There is no excuse for me and it makes me even more ashamed than the insect drama. I don´t know why this time I wasn´t able to go thought my diet... Probably this time it was too much for my metabolism, I have always lost weight in really quick ways, but I also never started with that much weight... At least it was like that before this time, after the first anxiety med I officially got into overweight territory :/ I am not there anymore, but it will be harder to get back to how my weight was in the good ol´ days. I would like to go to a gym, this would even be an ideal time since my friends are doing a "fitness challenge", but I don´t like people seeing me and going there in the dawn wouldn´t be an option right now... I hope I can at least unruin my metabolism in this time :P Funny that I could easily buy beer and cigarettes if I wanted, but Ozempic/Mounjaro/WeGovy and similar drugs, I mean, artefacts that came directly from heaven need prescription and et cetera :/.

Anyways, changing subjects, one thing I would like to get better at when with others is storytelling. I tried to do it in the call and in the middle I had so many different paths to go that at the end it went no where. It was always this battle of "too much info, I am boring everyone out" and "this is relevant for later, maybe I should mention"... I just hope it wasn´t annoying, I think that I will train in places like here in which anyone that find it boring is just one click away of doing something else :P One friend even mentioned he thought I maybe would do vlogs/videos, I hope I will one day. Maybe I should do like the enemies of Kingdom Rush and be more decisive in the paths I take (yep, I know that this bridge is pretty terrible and that it isn´t a good comparison, since they frequently don´t use the less dangerous paths, but I just wanted to mention that I am playing it and liking it, yay :) Soon I will see what the once called "Premium Content" is like a decade later). I think that´s it, I don´t know if it is a good thing that someone read it until here, you read the cringe insect story, but at least it means my storytelling wasn´t that bad... Hmm idk, anyways, wish you a great day and byee!!

Music of now: Forever Forest.

Music of later: Vez Nan Theme (I loved it sooo much as a kid and still really like it).