Packing and unpacking

Heyy, I am already organizing things before my father arrives and this might be my last entry written in this room... Wow. What a year... Right now I am pretty indecisive on what to write, but in general I feel like I got the Good Ending :) I am anxious about doing the wrong thing in relation with one friendship, I am one of the "close friends" in Instagram and have no idea about which etiquette to follow. I don´t want to be annoying, but also don´t want to lose contact... I don´t know... Sorry if I end up doing the wrong choice :(.

I also almost achieved the weight I wanted in these last days, sadly not close to the end goal lol I was worse in the diet than I planned, but I also wasn´t a complete failure, yay or nay? There are many things I didn´t end up doing, I socialized less than I wanted to, but at the same time I managed to have new friends in a new country... It´s hard to say, yay or nay? I also didn´t end up expressing myself the way I wanted, but I got plastic surgery (this one is no doubt a giant yay lol) and am closer to my goal... I also took the shower, this one has nothing to do with life goals, but I am glad that the big insect went away (and, yes, I took a shower in a room with 2, not one, 2 small insects, I am accepting any trophies for this act of courage XD).

In general I would say that the successes overweight (ironic decision for words :P) the failures, I have new friendships to all the time be worried about disappointing and annoying them, I got into the university in the subject I would genuinely be eager to work, even with for the first time not having top grades, I managed to survive living alone XD Okay, I had a lot of help, buuut for someone that never had independence, this was a really big step. The fact that I am so afraid of losing things also mean that I have them right now, so in general yay :).

Oh, and now I also have the game and the next level I will try to beat in Kingdom Rush is the Ice Boss one... I remember really well me and my father playing it a lot because it was hard, so it will be really sweet to replay it now :D (it will be easier now because we played the version without heroes, but let´s pretend I will probably beat it more quickly for the skill I acquired all these years :P Maybe I should only talk about it later... Let´s see how it goes :P). I think that´s it, if there is someone reading, wish you a good day!! :).

Music of now: Dark Waltz Music (Peter Gundry).