I long for you. You are always on my mind. Your smile is etched in my soul, your face imprinted in my thoughts, with your beautiful dark hair and your passion for books. If you doubt me, then why do I speak of you to everyone? If you doubt me, then why d » Continue Reading
Your grip on me is intoxicating Like a powerful drug You consume my thoughts And send my heart racing I struggle to focus on anything else But your love is a double-edged sword It cuts deep into my heart I can't help but create illusions Where your affection doesn't cause pain You're like a drug, but I can't deny The harm you bring, it's undeniable You're toxic for me, yet here I am By your side, » Continue Reading
I’m not sad, but tears flow, Endlessly forging rivers from sorrow. Why am I crying? Do I want to cry? No. It’s my body that wishes to cry, My body that begs to stop. What does it need? Love? Blood? Freedom? No— It wants to be heard. Thoughts pour like ink from a pen With a conscience of its own, Penning countless words In restless pursuit of freedo » Continue Reading
The busy city streets, cars honking, The sky is pretty, and here I am, In solitude, bathing in quiet beauty unseen. I ponder at times About friends and family, All the other things I could be doing, Yet solitudes embrace is somehow peaceful. Just me, my thoughts, And the music— Being alone is a phase Where hope springs from nothingness, And I learn to love myself, Discovering new, enjoyable places... » Continue Reading
Is It a Risk to Love? Many possibilities of what it could've become. Will it last? Will it be violent? Will it destroy? Will I truly feel loved? Will it hurt? Are we or not meant to be? Mind full of questions, no answers to any, no light to see, no guide to destroy them, living in my head, feeding on my happiness. Emotions gone numb » Continue Reading
What if you woke up, bathed in blood? What would your reaction be? Scared, shocked— Why don’t I react the same? Anger, sadness, happiness, envy, fear— I feel nothing, as if I’m an empty shell. What am I? » Continue Reading
I cried that night, bed soaked in tears, drowning in this river of endless sorrow. How do I escape? I swim, swim, and swim, but it feels as though I’m anchored in place. I surrender; the tears have won. Visions blur, sound fades, numbness envelops me— Is this the end? Is this how it feels? No pain, no movement, only tears streaming down. Is there a way out, or am I lost forever? » Continue Reading
I’m a broken poet, Unsure of who I truly am. I write stories that are not mine, Thoughts foreign, emotions distant. Blood seeps from my eyes, Yet the pain is numb, Still, I write, Until words I don’t know Carve themselves into my skin. My mind is a battlefield, A relentless torment of unfamiliar words and emotions. Why do I continue, Is it a reminder of what once was? No one to lay my head upon fo » Continue Reading
Love, a profound feeling Words can't define. Was I ever in love? Yes— It was the best feeling, It brought life to my dull world. She was sweet, like a bottle of whiskey, Dangerous, like a dagger, She held my heart in her hands— Of course, she was dangerous. She made me laugh; I made her laugh too. She made me happy; I made her happy too. She was the » Continue Reading
The world is changing rapidly, Technology advancing, School shootings happening, Teens vaping, smoking, fighting. Wars raging, people dying, Parents mourning, hearts breaking, Soldiers falling, families aching, Longing for a loved one, hoping, praying. Yet the world still spins in this never-ending circle, So many people, too many unspoken words, So many dreams undone befor » Continue Reading
I admire you from afar, Wishing to hold your hands, Yearning for your sweet touch. I watch every single move you make, Every breath you take. I watch you. Am I a stalker? No, Just too scared to face her, Face to face. Does she know me? No... But love can take many forms. Am I causing harm to her? No, I would never hurt her. I'd kill for her again. » Continue Reading
My mind, a room of corridors Endless possibilities, yet so many undone Do I go right, left, or straight? Where do I go? What should I do? Let’s try right, but what if it’s wrong And left—what if that’s wrong too? Or straight—what if that path is flawed? So many questions, yet all unspoken, just thoughts My mind is not like others, it confuses me It destroys me, seeks to control m » Continue Reading