What's love if not jarring silence, A hole burnt into the bus seat from occupied stares And dried up, starving guts, A hole in each hand & an addiction to the mirror, Reflections, hideous "Too much"es and horrifying "not enough"s, Biceps burning up and legs tensing, unoccupied. All empty for love, A love who took me as temporary, tempted to throw me away, A love I can't depend on, and am too weak ... » Continue Reading
My lover has no humour Offerin’ me the coldest stares My friends whisper some rumours About how she never cares My heart hears the murmurs And they grey all of my hair She says it don’t mean much to her But it must be too much to bear No, baby, but you love me Oh you’re always thinking of me You’re by my side, you’ll wait for me at the end Oh, baby, don’t you love me Oh, you’ll claim my soul and b... » Continue Reading
I'm better off safe from you, dear "friend", better off with blood on my lips, bags on my eyes but I'm so without you. Not well so far.. Better off, better off, better off to mistrust you I can't scream bloody enough to hurt you back this much, I can only cauterise the wo... » Continue Reading