Lyrics I wrote

           I'm better off safe from you, dear "friend", better off with blood on my lips,
      bags on my eyes but I'm so without you. Not well so far..
                                                           Better off, better off, better off to mistrust you

                          I can't scream bloody enough to hurt you back this much,
                          I can only cauterise the wound and paint your walls blue
                          Eyes gave you so much to think through so you never listened.

               I'm done killing you with kindness, because I *want* to feel cruel. I'll kill
       you with malice in a scenario- I've been well so far (I swear)
                                                            Better off, better off, better off with you gone

                          I can't scream bloody enough to hurt you back this much,
                          I can only cauterise the wound and paint your walls blue
                          Eyes gave you so much to think through so you never listened.

                                    ah-hand, I won't believe any other for so long..
                    after years "going strong" you're gone, unwell this far..
                                                  Better off, better off, never having known you

                           I can't scream bloody enough to hurt you back this much
                           I can only cauterise the wound and sing your walls blue
                           I gave you so much to think through so you never listened.

                              Do you believe that I hate you when I'm not sure if I do
        but I'm sure that I've been drowning, so I'm getting better so far..
                                                               Better off, better off, better off forgetting you

                           I can't scream bloody enough to hurt you back this much,
                           I can only cauterise the wound and paint your walls blue
                           Eyes gave you so much to think through so you never listened.

                                                        Paint your walls blue..                                                                                                               paint, paint your walls blue,                                                                                             better off walls blue, sing- I- paint your walls blue