There’s a familiar feeling I’ve been experiencing lately that was most common last year. The cold, bony hands of people who aren’t even there gently caressing my shoulders, paired with faces inching closer to me until I feel squirmish and dirty. I used to have hallucinations. None of them were scary in the stereotypical sense, it feels better to describe them as suffocating. Silence is something y... » Continue Reading
I’ve seen tons of posts of people who want to be friends, I really hope someone replies since I want to start using the website to socialise more since I don’t have much to do during the summer holiday.. Some things I usually talk about are my daily life, Music , CRK , Storywriting , » Continue Reading
The UK Online Safety Act - A Short(ened) Explanation — I know someone who’s also in the UK may not see this, but people in different countries or with Proton VPN/VPNs in general can. It took me a while to get back onto spacehey because I didn’t have the time to access it prior to the ban. Too many end-of-year tests.. :( - Quick opening note, PLEAASEE forgive me for the use of censors or vague det... » Continue Reading
I can feel my skill in writing and creativity slipping through my fingers despite the passion I still hold for character creation and descriptive writing in general. I’ve picked up a pen multiple times in the past few months, but I can never get any ideas to come to mind and it saddens me how bad I’m getting at it. In addition to that I was never good at poetry to begin with, but I’m even worse n... » Continue Reading
A month or so ago I had this dream where I was in a giant tower with a girl a little taller than me, dark blonde elbow-length hair. She had a bunny mask too, for some reason. We were walking around on a mildly unstable flower-patterned/carved? glass floor, where below it was an endless abyss. I remember nearl » Continue Reading
as someone who rarely goes out, hates going out and lives in a very activity-limited city I heavily doubt I'll have much to do this winter once I get my 2 weeks off in December for Christmas and New Years.. » Continue Reading
it's been a while since I went out for anything other than food-shopping and school, really - I've spent most of my life in my house unless I'm on a yearly week-holiday,, everything is easier that way. though » Continue Reading
♡︎ 5:30-6:00A.M : I woke up sometime around 5:30 / 6:00 as usual, though I didn't have any breakfast (I forgot to loll + I knew we'd have lunch after the first lesson) » Continue Reading
i just realised that besides my recent halloween blog i've never actually posted on this website before. so hi - i'll be using the blog section as a semi-active inte » Continue Reading
normally i don't post on here since idk what to say,, but a week ago i realised it'll be Halloween soon, and planned to post about it when i got free time a few days » Continue Reading